AgapedLoved:)

I should keep this blog alive. MEME.

2010-11-14T23:23:00.001+08:00

So.. I'm bored and I found this meme ~

Choose twelve k-pop idols and answer the following questions.

1. Yesung
2. Onew
3. Hara
4. Yuri
5. Hyewon
6. Noori
7. Gikwang
8. Eunhyuk
9. Nichkhun
10. Luna
11. TOP
12. Gyuri

1) Have you ever read a six/eleven fanfic before?
Noori and TOP. LMAO NO. But I think they'll make a nice pair \o/

2) Do you think four is hot? How hot?
Yuri. Uhhuh, abs baby. CABI CABI.

3) What would happen if twelve and eight started going out?
Eunhyuk and Gyuri. I have a feeling Gyuri will dominate. BUT EUNHAE STILL WINS.

4) Do you recall any fics about nine?
Nichkhun. Nope, and I don't think I will. Unless it's about Wooyoung. HAHA.

5) Would two and six make a good couple?
Onew and Noori. YEAH WHY NOT 8D

6) Five/Nine or five/ten?
Hyewon/Nichkhun or Hyewon/Luna. Somehow..I would choose Hyewon/Luna. Hahahahahha.

7) What would happen if seven walked in on two and eight kissing?
If Gikwang walked in on Onew and Eunhyuk kissing? He would join in and make it a threesome!

8) Make up a summary of a three/ten fanfic.
Hara/Luna

Hara needs to improve her singing so she seeks help from Luna. They end up getting...close.

9) Is there any thing as one/eight fluff?
Yesung/Eunhyuk. I do ship YeHyuk. But I prefer YeWook and Eunhae actually.

10) Suggest a title for a seven/twelve hurt/comfort fic?
Gikwang/Gyuri.
"The Gs stay together." LMAO.

11) Does anyone on your friends list have the same name as three?
Hara. Nope. If only, if only :(

12) Does anyone on your friends list draw or write eleven?
TOP. Nope, shall I attempt to draw him?

13) Have you ever read any two/four/five?
Onew/Yuri/Hyewon. OOHYEAH ONEW WOULD HAVE SUCH A GOOD TIME. But no.

14) What might ten scream at a great moment of passion?
Luna.
"OOOHYEAH GO VIC."
Lmao.

15) If you wrote a songfic about eight, what song would you use?
Eunhyuk. A Short Journey probably.

16) If you wrote a one/six/twelve fic, what would the warning be?
Yesung/Noori/Gyuri

NC16 : Vulgarities.
Lmao, Gyuri would own those guys ttm.

17) What would be a good pick up line for ten to use on two?
Luna to use on Onew. SHOULD BE THE OTHER WAY ROUND D:

"Wanna go practice vocals together? In the...private room?"

HAHA.

18) 1 and 8 are in a happy relationship until 5 runs off with 9. After 8 dumps 1 for 12, 6 gets upset and retaliates by dating 12. Alone and broken-hearted, 1 travels in search of a friend. Finally, 1 meets 4 and 7. The three loners meet 10, who tells each of them to look for love. 4 finds 3, 7 gets 11, and 1 finds fellow loner 2 and both of them fall in love!

Yesung and Eunhyuk are in a happy relationship until Hyewon runs off with Nichkhun. After Eunhyuk dumps Yesung for Gyuri, Noori gets upset and retaliates by dating Gyuri. Alone and broken-hearted, Yesung travels in search for a friend. Finally, Yesung meets Yuri and Gikwang. The three loners meet Luna, who tells each of them to look for love. Yuri finds Hara, Gikwang gets TOP and Yesung finds fellow loner Onew and both of them fall in love!

SOME HOW I CAN REALLY IMAGINE THIS HAPPENING *__*

19) What would be a good title for this?
Happy Together

20) What would the genre(s) be?
Romance, Yaoi.
OK I'M DONE AND YOU GUYS BETTER COMMENT CAUSE THIS TOOK A WHILE.

I love Guides.

2010-09-21T22:46:00.004+08:00

Madness, just Madness.

2010-08-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

Since a lot of the Guides are posting it, I shall post it too~

But also cause I saw Xinyuan's tag on Maoning's blog saying that she is jealous seeing it la.

Hehe.

Can see my nice stack of LBD books there la.

Btw, my birthday is coming.

*WINK*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA

Okay la, today was rather cool.

Cause Amelia came back.

Miss her la.

Very funneh leh she, without any notice then come back liao.

BUT THEN.

SHE SAID THAT SHE WILL TRY TO GET CHOY'S SIGNATURE FOR ME.

-runs around the room screaming-

Damn awesome la.

At least the Singapore Athletes will still be here so we can still see them around sometime.

AND GUIDES CHALET.

EAST COAST PARK.

NATIONAL SAILING CENTRE.

I love Guides.

And that chalet outing will be so full of retardness I can't wait~!

WE CAN LIKE ALL JUMP IN THE POOL.

Then....OMG.

What if like a certain National Team will be staying at the house next to ours?

I will go crazy.

Very crazy.

All I want for Christmas is ~~DARRENCHOY~~ my two front teeth~

It's Turtle Day

2010-08-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JONG WOON!~

Finally, the day has come. Where Jongwoon becomes 26 years young. I'll let the pichas and letter do the talking.

Dearest dearest Jongwoon,

Hello thare Jongwoon. I…really am writing this at the spur of the moment. Well today is your birthday! Actually I was pretty hesitant on writing a letter to you since I would feel it was not sincere enough cause it is in English. You probably won’t be reading this anyway but I want to pretend, that just for a moment that you will read this. And you can understand English of course. Because I am not going to go around finding out how to translate this entire letter into Korean.

This is the first time I am celebrating your birthday. I became an ELF on the 15 October 2009. It was approximately 9.22PM. Funny how I became one actually. It was through the influence of Jingying. My exact words about you were “LOL. Judging by the pictures, I think YeSung is the cutest ley” Ahh, yes. That picture which I was referring to was your debut picture, Yesung. Yes, the one where you had red hair. I thought you looked so irresistibly cute. Although I cannot say that I became an ELF at that moment because at that time, I was just a fan.

An anti fan is a moment, a fan is a time, an ELF is a lifetime.

I really do regret not becoming an ELF in Primary 3, when you guys debuted as Super Junior 05. Although I have to go through all the heart aches for 5 years, I really don’t mind. I consider that with each tear, a myriad of smiles will follow after. Looking at myself now, I have certainly gone a long way from the person I was last time. I feel happy whenever I gain new knowledge about you. I guess it makes me feel more…worthy? It makes me feel more worthy to be your fan, your Sungie. Although I know that in actual fact, it is not how much information one retains that qualifies them to be a fan. It is a feeling. It’s a feeling that you feel in your heart. I guess you’ll know it when you feel it. It’s indescribable.

Although I have had many many biases then have come and gone throughout the months, in the end, it is still you. There is something about you that I just love so much. Sure, you aren’t the most popular member. Sure, you aren’t the most well-build member. Sure, you aren’t the most tallest or the most funny. But in my heart, you are all of those and more. You have been gaining more and more popularity since 4jib has been released. You have awesome AOS. You are 178cm which is already very tall compared to me. Your AB-ness and weirdness makes you funny in your own quirky way. I guess I would probably never ever get to talk to you. Much less marry you (But I’m keeping it on my wishlist teehee). But as I think about it, I am just glad that I am able to watch you from afar. I am glad that I am allowed to love you without anybody restraining me from doing so. So I count my blessings and all in all, I am contented.

I really do hope that you will have the best of birthdays ever. Today, being your 26th birthday. You are one of the oldest in the group. I know you take care of the other boys really well and all. But being more mature is one thing. I wish that you would never ever get rid of your AB-ness and your quirkyness. Because that is just what makes Kim Jong Woon. I am very proud of you Yesung. And maybe you think I have wasted my time on a letter that would probably never ever be read by Yesung. But who said he had to read it? It is my birthday wish from me to him. And it’s the feelings that were put into this letter that matters. At least this makes me even surer of the love I have for him.

Yes, maybe one day I will get out of this fandom. But even as my life goes on and I get STM, I know that you will still be in a special place in my heart. I fear to think about the future of Super Junior, but as they say, “The future can wait”. For now, I’ll just live in the awesome present and smile at the past.

And finally, Jongwoon. I just want you to know that I love you. I have never been ashamed to reveal that my bias was you. You have impact my life in many ways than one. And I am thankful you did because you taught me a lot of things. (Heh, I bet you didn’t know that!) You thought me that it’s okay to be myself. It’s okay to be different. Because in the end, the goodness of it all will just hit people left, right and centre. Thank you, Jongwoon. For making such a great impact in my life. If I had to choose again, you would still be my bias, my Turtle.

I love you.

Always faithful,
Kellie

OKAY, ENOUGH OF WORDS.
I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Oh god, his tiny hands (Y)

The last picture about killed me.

And who could forget how hot he looks in glasses?

Or how awesome he looks in guyliner?

And how his hair just makes him looks hotter

Managing to looks cute and sexy at the same time

And that slight upturned lips

Ahh, once again. Happy Birthday.

30 Days

2010-08-22T21:38:00.002+08:00

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your Parents

Day 4 — Your Sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your Dreams

Day 6 — A Stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I will try this since I need to keep the blog alive.

Day 1 - Your Best Friend

Dear Megan,

Although I do not claim it, but in my heart, you are still my best friend.

And I miss you so much.

I still look back and think of the memories that we created.

Of the cheese cake and the popcorn and the sleepovers.

I know I'll meet you soon.

I LOVE YOU!

Day 2 - Your Crush

Dear Crush,

I had a hard time choosing this person. Since I really do not exactly have a crush now.

So yes, I have chosen you.

I think you are rather stupid.

And dumb.

And egoistic.

So that is why I do not like you anymore.

Goodbye.

Day 3 - Your Parents

Dear Mum,

I have a hard trouble showing my love for you so I hope you won't see this.

I really do appreciate everything you have done for me thus far.

And I love you.

I know you have had a hard time so I hope I can help lessen your load too.

I LOVE YOU MUMMY.

SAIL THE FUNK

2010-08-21T22:03:00.003+08:00

HE IS SO COOL HERE. 8D
150TH Post (My YOG process)

TEEHEE.

Maybe I should start to blog again so that people would actually come.

TEEHEEEE

GOING TO ECP FOR CLASS OUTING ON MONDAY.

And guess who is at ECP?

Darren.

Darren Choy.

TEEHEEEEEE

If I do not at least take one picture with an athlete before YOG ends, I would hate myself forever.

TEEHEEE.

AND IF THAT ATHLETE IS CHOY... ohyeah.

That would be heaven.

I'll treasure that picture for life.

Mmmhmm.

Actually I may cry when YOG is over.

It's such an awesome event.

My favourite is secretly taking pictures of hot athletes on the train.

And most of the time, they catch me.

BUT OH TODAY I WAS TAKING A PICTURE OF THIS ATHLETE.

And he looked so sexy when he stuck out his tongue.

Sighhh.

I WANNA GO YOV SO BAD.

Maybe I should really ask Coach Jos about it.

NYEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHE.

OH AND DASRENE SAID THAT MAYBE SHE COULD GET TICKETS FOR ME AND YVETTE FOR CLOSING CEREMONY.

AND MAYBE WE COULD SIT BEHIND THE ATHLETES.

OHYEAH BAYBEH.

I think I am really excited cause I don't really use Captial Letters so excessively.

Hmmmmmmm.

TEEHEE.

I love Andrii Govorov.

Abs man.

Cute smile.

What else can you ask for?

Oh, YOG Swimming was just so awesome.

Federica and I kinda sneaked out to take pictures of athletes during the race.

And like we saw Rainer Ng.

Then cause Federica had a SLR I think

So he thought she was a professional photographer I think

HAHA.

Then he SMILED at the camera.

Then at the last minute, Fede decided not to take a picture (which was sad)

Then he walked away hahaha.

BUT I STILL GOT A PICTURE OF HIM.

Oh YOG Swimming was just full of half naked men and super pretty girls.

Hmph.

Oh and on Friday I went to JP with Xinyuan and Gin.

Just to look at the athletes

Cause a lot of people say that the athletes always go there.

AND THEY WERE RIGHT!

HAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHA

BUT STILL DIDN'T MANAGE TO GET PICHAAAAAAS.

BOOOHOO.

I.NEED.ATHLETES.

2010-08-12T21:24:00.002+08:00

I love them so much it scares me sometimes.

PS. Happy Birthday Sunye and Luna ~

Love you two :)

All the times we, had together

2010-08-06T23:49:00.001+08:00

Today was National Day celebrations

It was really hectic for me

Cause once I reached school I had to change into Guide Uniform

Then go down and practice for the parade for a while

Then after the parade, we went to change

And then I had to immediately go to the hall

To do YOG Dance for the Sec 3s and 4s

WHILE THE SEC2S WERE IN THE CANTEEN HAVING RECESSS.

Okay, so then right after that was the Mass Dance for the Sec 1s and 2s.

So I didn't have recess at all.

Okay, hunger pangs~

After Mass Dance C3 House Leaders went to change into class tee

But before that....

cr: Alina's FB

Hehe~

It's pretty ain't it.

Went back to the hall to see the concert.

Went high when singing the NDP songs.

But as 2C3 stood there, arms around each other

As we jumped up and down to "Together We Make A Difference"

I looked at all the happy faces around me

And I started to feel sad and got teary

This thing cannot last forever.

I thought.

And we only have around 2 more months with each other.

And then 2C3 2010 won't exist anymore.

I'm happy that we won Best Flag though.

Dead?

2010-08-03T08:50:00.002+08:00

Sorry I have not been blogging.

Using LJ now.

But I'll continue to post here

Just that LJ is my fangirling "blog"

And I'll prolly post the same stuff here as I post there.

Minus the spazzing.

And the weirdness.

And the awesome GIFs.

Boohoo.

Okay, BoA is awesome.

MAI LJ :D

Red Sun

2010-07-30T21:34:00.003+08:00

I think, I need to blog more often.

So that people would actually tag when they come here,

I need to post about interesting things.

Like normal stuff too.

BUT FIRST...

Ahem, watched Love Chaser last night.

Oms, Yesung. Idk what to say about that man.

He's just so perfectly cute in there in every way and everything he does manages to just touch my heart even if it's just a laugh or a smile.

Or perhaps even some cute AB-ness.

Ohyes, Priscilla, Gloria and I create this plan.

To capture Yesung's attention.

IF by some reason, I manage to get VIP seats in SS3 Singapore,

I'll buy a mega huge turtle soft toy.

And when no one is throwing stuff on stage, I'll throw the Turtle at Yesung.

And then he'l cuddle it and hug it and keep it forever and it has my stench(aroma) and my DNA on it and maybe I can like secretly add some eggs to it and we'll have a baby even though idk how that is going to happen but---

Okay, nevermind.

I am currently writing a Fic.

Maybe I'll post it up one day when I think it's acceptable.

Today was the Sec 2 Student Showcase.

It was pathetic, with only 2 parents.

But I suppose it went alright.

At least we got one thing off the checklist.

I'm tired.

I think I shall go sleep after watching some more overdue shows.

Everything Comes Naturally.

2010-07-27T22:02:00.003+08:00

Read that, it says talent dude.

Ahem, listened to Naturally just now.

It's a really catchy song~

You are the thunder and I am the Lightning..

For Yesung, it would be

You are the Turtle and I am the Shelling.

LMAO.

Had Chinese Oral today.

It was kinda screwy.

I think I spat on the teacher.

And I couldn't stop looking at the food in front of her.

After Oral, I think the shock of screwing it became to much for me.

I went on a eating binge.

In total, I ate..

3 Muruku

2 Siew Mai

1 Luo Mai Kai

1 bottle of Ice Lemon Tea

1 packet of Cheese Ritz Biscuits

1 packet of Koko Krunch.

I do not dare to go weigh myself now.

Shiz Chinese Oral.

Everything comes naturally,

But when I was sitting on that chair, it didn't.

BEANIE.

2010-07-23T18:12:00.003+08:00

From the first No Other performance to the last, they have always been just showing themselves on stage.

Every weekend, I find myself looking forward to what Teuk would say THIS TIME.

Every weekend, I find myself counting how many hair flips Wook does.

Every weekend, I find myself anticipating what Shindong would do for the Naega Michyeo Michyeo Baby part.

Every weekend, I find myself wondering about how RyeoMin would continue their war.

Every weekend, I find myself trying to catch how many times Hae looks at Hyuk.

Every weekend, I find myself thinking what colour Chuls hair would be (LMAO)

Every weekend, I find myself wondering if Kyu would unleash his evil eye this time.

Every weekend, I find myself spazzing over how hot Siwon looks in his outfit.

Every weekend, I find myself simply gazing at Yesung's awesome-ness in everything.

Well, it has been fun but all good things come to an end.

And I suppose they can't be promoting forever right?

We'll miss you, Super Junior.

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BUT OH SHINEE HAS JUST ARRIVED~

With Onew's hot hairstyle (Ah not the 35 year old one)

AND TAEMIN AND KEY (His hair is actually nicer live actually)

AND JJONG AND MINHO

Oh poor MH, I hope he can start dancing soon.

He'll look awesome dancing.

And Jjong awesome vocals

*swoons.*

Goodbye and Hello;

2010-07-22T21:59:00.002+08:00

Ohmymama, this is probably my most favourite picture of bb so far.

He's so hot in here *_*

With his slight upturned lips and his damn cute scruffy hair.

I love today's Guides ttm.

The footdrills were like so damn awesome.

I loved hearing the synchronized BANG so much.

Each time I hear it I will think of the times in Sec1 where we were kinda bad.

*sniff* IT ALL PAID OFF~~~!!

And our CheckTLV was so awesome too.

I can't help but break into a smile whenever we successfully complete one CheckTLV perfectly.

Yahahahahahahahaha~

Oh, gave Gloria her banana today.

Ahem, this time Jessica called yknow.

I think I heard Chuls in her background.

He was saying something like...

"Chagi ah~ Get off the phone now! Let's continue quick!"

YAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

Lucifa.

2010-07-20T21:17:00.002+08:00

Damn, I'm a girl and Taemin is even hotter and sexier than me.

He might as well change sex.

I love his hair so much in this screen cap.

"IT'S SO FLUFFY I COULD DIE!"

Ahem, Taemin is so sexy I could die.

I think the impact of Gauri stealing Onew is too much for me to handle that I turn to Taemin.

So today I went to watch Despicable Me

It was really cute and funneh

And Nachos are nice.

And and and...

I didn't step into Comics Connection at all which was like a miracle.

Although I do not like the title, I cannot wait for their MuBank comeback.

Although I am dreading the fanchants.

*shudders*

2010-07-19T22:48:00.002+08:00

WHAT IS THIS.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU.

OKAY, I CANNOT CURSE AND SCOLD HERE.

BUT FINE JUST GO PLAY WITH IT ALL YOU WANT

I DON'T FRIGGIN CARE OKAY?

GO PLAY WITH IT, I BET YOU LOOK WEIRD ANYWAY.

AND STOP COMPLAINING.

IT IS NOT OUR FAULT RIGHT?

OMS, I HAVEN'T BEEN THIS ANGRY FOR A LONG TIME.

JUST CAUSE YOU'RE SMART RIGHT?

THAT'S WHY YOU GET IT.

THEN DON'T BRAG LA.

FINE

I WILL GET IT ONE DAY TOO.

JUST WATCH ME.

IT'S JUST A STUPID WASTE OF A GOOD THING ON A USELESS TALENT.

GO AWAY.

LOVERHOLIC, ROBOTRONIC.

2010-07-19T21:28:00.002+08:00

Ahem, something I drew in DNT.

Yes, it is fail.

Okay, so I was planning to incorporate YeWook into my DNT design.

Like, them playing on a see-saw or something LMAO.

But what linkage do I use to do that?

HMMM...

I'm fine with Home Ec and Music but I don't like DNT and Art sorraye.

I don't think I am going to become a carpenter or an artist when I grow up though.

Okay, dl-ed some new songs today.

I simply love G.NA's song.

The lyrics are awesome.

OK IDK WHAT TO WRITE NOW.

I think I am falling in love with Guides more and more~

YAYS.

Maybe I'll record myself singing It Has To Be You for Yesung's birthday.

Look out, Jongwoon.

Prepare plasters in case your ears bleed.

SNIGGERS.

2010-07-15T21:47:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Time to blog.

Well yesterday we had Share-A-Thought.

Not really satisfied with my performance. (I didn't make anyone laugh)

Esp that old man didn't laugh at my parts so...

Could have done better but I'll treat this as a learning experience instead of a failure.

Today we had Guides.

Was training for Footdrill Badge.

It's really hard T_T

But tch, everything will work out in the end. I just know it.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

CREZAWARDS TOMORROW.

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY.

I absolutely cannot wait to see the performances.

Although I was totally not surprised when I saw that a lot of Kpop content will be injected into this year's show.

I was kinda waiting for it actually.

CRESCENT ROYALE.

I CANNOT WAIT.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

But first, we have to get through the whole day of school first.

Gah.

Hehe, maybe I should go in a tux.

Since the recommend us to.

EHEHEHEHEHEHE.

Today's Guides was just full of lolness.

Rachel and I were talking about how it will be like when we get to have -ahemahem- with our boys.

Then I said Yesung's Ddangko-ma will prolly crawl into my arse when I'm not looking.

YADADADADADADADADADADA 8D

Worms, I hate worms.
They drive me crazy.
I was crazy once.
They sent me to a home.
I died there.
And then the worms came.

(Repeat till people around you get annoyed.)

Meme thingymajiggy.

2010-07-13T20:16:00.003+08:00

BOLD YOUR FAVORITES:

1. Siwon (Super Junior)
2. Donghae (Super Junior)
3. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
4. Kibum (Super Junior)
5. Kangin (Super Junior)
6. Leeteuk (Super Junior)
7. Eunhyuk (Super Junior)
8. Ryeowook (Super Junior)
9. Sungmin (Super Junior)
10. Han Geng (Super Junior)
11. Heechul (Super Junior)
12. Shindong (Super Junior)
13. Yesung (Super Junior)
14. Zhou Mi (Super Junior)
15. Henry Lau (Super Junior)
16. GDragon (BigBang)
17. TOP (BigBang)
18. Daesung (BigBang)
19. Taeyang (BigBang)
20. Seungri (BigBang)
21. Jaebeom (2PM)
22. Nichkhun (2PM)
23. Taecyeon(2PM)
24. Wooyoung (2PM)
25. Junsu (2PM)
26. Junho (2PM)
27. Chansung (2PM)
28. Max Changmin (TVXQ)
29. Xiah Junsu (TVXQ)
30. Micky Yoochun (TVXQ)
31. U-Know Yunho (TVXQ)
32. Hero Jaejoong (TVXQ)
33. Joon (MBLAQ)
34. Seungho (MBLAQ)
35. G.O (MBLAQ)
36. Mir (MBLAQ)
37. CheonDoong/Thunder (MBLAQ)
38. DongWoon (BEAST)
39. Yoseob (BEAST)
40. JunHyung (BEAST)
41. HyunSeung (BEAST)
42. DooJoon (BEAST)
43. GiKwang/AJ (BEAST)
44. Hongki (FTI)
45. Jonghun (FTI)
46. Minhwan (FTI)
47. Jaejin (FTI)
48. Seunghyun (FTI)
49. Lee Seunggi
50. Lee Minho
51. Kim Bum
52. Taemin (SHINee)
53. Jonghyun (SHINee)
54. Minho (SHINee)
55. Onew (SHINee)
56. Key (SHINee)
57. HyunJoong (SS501)
58. JungMin (SS501)
59. KyuJong (SS501)
60. HyungJoon (SS501)

(Wth, WHY ISN'T YOUNG SAENG HERE?!)
61. Song Joong Ki
62. Jang Geun Suk
63. LeeU (F.Cuz)
64. Jinon (F.Cuz)
65. Yejun (F.Cuz)
66. Kan (F.Cuz)
67. Wonbin (ex- FT Island)
68. ChangHyun (SHU-I)
69. MinHo (SHU-I)
70. Inseok (SHU-I)
71. HyunJoong (SHU-I)
72. Jinseok (SHU-I)
73. Ha MinWoo (ZE:A)
74. Hwang KwangHee (ZE:A)
75. Jung HeeChul (ZE:A)
76. Moon JunYoung (ZE:A)
77. Park HyungShik (ZE:A)
78. Im SiWan (ZE:A)
79. Kim TaeHun (ZE:A)
80. Kim DongJun (ZE:A)
81. Kevin Kim (ZE:A)
82. Shin SooHyun (U-KISS)
83. Alexander (U-KISS)
84. Kim Kibum (U-KISS)
85. Eli (U-KISS)
86. Lee KiSub (U-KISS)
87. Kevin Woo (U-KISS)
88. Shin DongHo (U-KISS)
89. Bi Rain
90. Changmin (2AM)
91. Jinwoon (2AM)
92. Seulong (2AM)
93. Jokwon (2AM)
94. CL (2NE1)
95. Minji (2NE1)
96. Bom (2NE1)
97. Dara (2NE1)
98. Taeyeon (SNSD)
99. Sooyoung (SNSD)
100. Seohyun (SNSD)
101. Tiffany (SNSD)
102. Hyoyeon (SNSD)
103. Jessica (SNSD)
104. Sunny (SNSD)
105. Yuri (SNSD)
106. Yoona (SNSD)
107. Yonghwa (CN Blue)
108. Jungshin (CN Blue)
109. Jonghyun (CN Blue)
110. Minhyuk (CN Blue)
111. Kim Ah-Joong
112. Park Gahee (After School)
113. UEE (After School)
114. Bekah (After School)
115. Kim Jung-ah (After School)
116. Lee Jooyeon (After School)
117. Yoo Soyoung (ex-After School)
118. Raina (After School)
119. Nana (After School)
120. Lizzy (After School)
121. Park Gyuri (KARA)
122. Han Seungyeon (KARA)
123. Nicole (KARA)
124. Goo Hara (KARA)
125. Kang Jiyoung (KARA)
126. So Hee (Wondergirls)
127. Sun Ye (Wondergirls)
128. Sun Mi (Wondergirls)
129. Ye Eun (Wondergirls)
130. YooBin (Wondergirls)
131. Eunjung (T-ara)
132. Hyomin (T-ara)
133. Ji-Yeon (T-ara)
134. Soyeon (T-ara)
135. Boram (T-ara)
136. Q-ri (T-ara)
137. Victoria (f(x))
138. Amber (f(x))
139. Luna (f(x))
140. Sulli (f(x))
141. Krystal (f(x))
142. Injoon (d-na)
143. Jay (d-na)
144. Mika (d-na)
145. Hyunmin (d-na)
146. Karam (d-na)
147. Woohyun (Infinite)
148. Myungsoo / L (Infinite)
149. Dongwoo (Infinite)
150. Seungyeol (Infinite)
151. Hoya (Infinite)
152. Sungjung (Infinite)
153. Sunggyu (Infinite)

Okay, stolen from Rachel ever more shamelessly than she stole mine.

Please not that these are just my biases for the groups.

I may not like them a lot compared to (Yesung)

But I still like them more than some of the members in the group.

Story.

2010-07-11T00:13:00.003+08:00

SHINee

The character I first fell in love with : Onew
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now : Taemin
The character everyone else loves that I don't : Minho
The character I love that everyone else hates : ---
The character I used to love but don't any longer : ----
The character I would shag anytime : Onew
The character I'd want to be like : Onew
The character I'd slap : Minho (Well, not really..)
A pairing that I love : OnewChicken. LMAO. JK. JongKey.
A pairing that I despair : ---
Favourite character : Onew
My two fav. characters : Onew Taemin
My two least fav. characters : Minho Jonghyun
Which character I am most like : IDEK, Key?
My deep, dark fandom secret : Taemin is so hot with long hair. (OKAY IT'S NOT REALLY DARK I KNOW)

Super Junior
The character I first fell in love with : Yesung
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now : Er, Teuk. His leadja-ness.
The character everyone else loves that I don't : --
The character I love that everyone else hates : Yesung (Not hates but not as popular)
The character I used to love but don't any longer : ---
The character I would shag anytime : ALL? 8D
The character I'd want to be like : Yesung and Donghae
The character I'd slap : ---
A pairing that I love : EUNHAE, KANGTEUK, YEWOOK.
A pairing that I despair : ---
Favourite character : Yesung
My two fav. characters : Yesung and all.
My two least fav. characters : ---
Which character I am most like : Er.. Sungmin? (IDEK, what do YOU think?)
My deep, dark fandom secret : I want Yesung to hook up with Moon Geun Young.

2AM

The character I first fell in love with : Jokwon
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now : Jinwoon
The character everyone else loves that I don't : ---
The character I love that everyone else hates : ----
The character I used to love but don't any longer : Changmin
The character I would shag anytime : Jinwoon
The character I'd want to be like : Jokwon
The character I'd slap : ---
A pairing that I love : ---
A pairing that I despair : ---
Favourite character : Jokwon
My two fav. characters : Jinwoon and jokwon
My two least fav. characters : ---
Which character I am most like : Changmin? (I TOLD YOU IDEK. YOU DECIDE)
My deep, dark fandom secret : I can sorta do Jokown's ssanti-ness dance *shh*

MBLAQ

The character I first fell in love with : Mir
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now : Chundong
The character everyone else loves that I don't : Joon
The character I love that everyone else hates : ---
The character I used to love but don't any longer : Seungho
The character I would shag anytime : Mir
The character I'd want to be like : Chundong
The character I'd slap : ---
A pairing that I love : ---
A pairing that I despair : ---
Favourite character : Mir
My two fav. characters : Mir and Chundong
My two least fav. characters : ---
Which character I am most like : Chundong (Decide please.)
My deep, dark fandom secret : In my early stages of fangirling, I saved a pic of Joon as "Mir".

2PM
The character I first fell in love with : Nichkhun
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now : Jay
The character everyone else loves that I don't : ---
The character I love that everyone else hates : ---
The character I used to love but don't any longer : Taecyeon
The character I would shag anytime : Khun
The character I'd want to be like : Chansung
The character I'd slap : ---
A pairing that I love : JaeKhun
A pairing that I despair : ---
Favourite character : Nichkhun
My two fav. characters : Khun and Jay
My two least fav. characters : ---
Which character I am most like : Junho?
My deep, dark fandom secret : I prefer the name "Jay" to "Jaebeom".

B2ST
The character I first fell in love with : Gikwang
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now : Junhyung
The character everyone else loves that I don't : ---
The character I love that everyone else hates : ---
The character I used to love but don't any longer : ---
The character I would shag anytime : Gikwang
The character I'd want to be like : Gikwang
The character I'd slap : ---
A pairing that I love : Gijoon
A pairing that I despair : ---
Favourite character : Gikwang
My two fav. characters : Gikwang and Junhyung
My two least fav. characters : ---
Which character I am most like : Doojoon?
My deep, dark fandom secret : Fell in love with Gikwang cause of his sparkly eyes and luscious lips

UKiss
The character I first fell in love with : Dongho
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now : Xander
The character everyone else loves that I don't : Kevin
The character I love that everyone else hates : ---
The character I used to love but don't any longer : Eli
The character I would shag anytime : ---
The character I'd want to be like : Kibum
The character I'd slap : ---
A pairing that I love : Kevin/Xander
A pairing that I despair : ---
Favourite character : Dongho
My two fav. characters : Dongho and Xander
My two least fav. characters : ---
Which character I am most like : Xander?
My deep, dark fandom secret : I think Kibum's abs look kinda disgusting.

I think that through this,

It proves that the person I first fell in love with is the person I am still currently liking now.

And the cat turns 27.

2010-07-10T21:42:00.003+08:00

Alright, so he isn't my most favourite member

Nor do I like it when he does some stuff

But he is still who he is

And he is Heechul.

In my opinion,

Chuls is a rather...

complicated person.

Although I didn't like him as much in the beginning

But I guess he has some values that I respect of him.

After watching the video of him on Strong Heart, my impression of him has gotten better.

Although there are still areas of him which I do not like.

But no one is perfect

I'll have to try to accept him for who he is.

Because I know that although I talk bad of Chuls now

I will miss him when he goes to army nonetheless.

Happy Birthday Heenim.

Ahem, Angel Heechul

(Gad, it was so hard to type that)

Yes Gloria, I did do a birthday post for him in the end.

Teuk, Yunho, Kahi, Gyuri, Gikwang.

2010-07-08T22:57:00.001+08:00

It's hard to be a good leadja.

And apparently this proves I'm not a good one.

I salute you guys.

Michyeoga.

2010-07-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

I need to calm down.

Die PBL, die.

Short Journey

2010-07-05T20:38:00.004+08:00

LOL THANKS FOR SHARING THIS RACHEL. IT MADE ME LOL TTM.
Looking through my video history on YT now.

As I look through it I can obviously see the "phrases" I went through

But apparently my past histories have been deleted so now the oldest one is still Kpop related.

*Checks*

Okay, the first video is of f(x)'s NU ABO Audio.

That just goes to show how much YT I use if that is the latest.

Psh.

So anyway, today PBL Group3 came to my house to film our puppet show.

It was rather ridiculous actually.

Basically, Yunho was being discriminated cause he was a low-pitch voice.

And I was like thinking

"How can such a hot guy be ever discriminated?"

I still do not have my answer.

I actually wanted to use Yesung but I didn't have a full-body shot of him.

And before you all start thinking weird, that show of Yunho wasn't half naked

And today Kangin was sent of to his 2 year-ed short journey.

I'm sure in no time he will be back.

Because he is a strong raccoon.

And KangTeuk needs to continue.

But tch, I just wish all of them would go together so we don't need to experience this feeling 12 more times.

~~Although I am sure that the next time we feel like this won't be long judging by how old some of the members are already~~

Oms, and Yesung is the same age as Kangin.

So if he wants to follow his footsteps....

I'll be proud of him being such a man but imagining him with a crew cut is just...

Ugh.

Alright, goodbye.

Omy, now that Kangin's gone, this song holds so much more meaning...

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things
we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
`Cause a true love never dies

Flying Kiss

2010-07-02T21:52:00.004+08:00

OMS OMS OMS OMS OMS OMS.

TTM TTM TTM TTM TTM TTM

ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY ILY

AHH AHH AHH AHH AHH AHH

Alright.

I'll stop.

......

........

AJDFBASIDJFG

IDFHIASDGBFASKDFGBASDKFJBASDF

FTW FTW FTW FTW FTW

GAH GAH GAH GAH GAH GAH

GAD GAD GAD GAD GAD GAD

Ahem,

I am literally squealing and bouncing up and down in my seat nao.

OK FIRSTLY.

I need a flying kiss from Yesung now.

SECONDLY.

Teuk just couldn't stop smiling the whole way. I wonder if his jaw muscles hurt.

THIRDLY.

Siwon's outfit was so hot it totally complemented his body.

FOURTHLY.

The YeHyuk moment in the interview was just awesome ttm.

FIFTHLY.

SHINDONG GOT RID OF HIS MUSTACHE AND BEARD

SIXLY.

Sungmin was just so awesome singing his parts

SEVENTHLY.

Wook was so cute with the hair flip

EIGHTHLY.

Kyu's voice was as usual, heart melting.

NINTHLY.

I wonder if Hae was jealous at YeHyuk watching ~~porn~~ videos together in the room?

TENTHLY.

HEECHUL'S HAT IS SO NICE I WANT IT.

Okay, I shall go back to watching the performance 134125314 times.

27 years ago, an Angel fell from Heaven.

2010-07-01T21:12:00.002+08:00

That Angel's name is Park Jungsu.

Now known to most people as Leeteuk, Teuk for short.

He is the leader of Super Junior.

His job is to lead 12 other boys.

His job is to guide them like a leader.

His job is to nurture them and watch them grow.

He wants to spend time with them.

He wants to take the rap for them.

He wants to take care of them like a brother.

He wants to stay with them for as long as they live.

Ah yes, being a leader is easy.

BUT being a GOOD leader is not.

I can say with absolute certainty that Teuk is a very good leader.

I hope he enjoyed his day well.

Leeteuk: "I know nothing last forever, but i want Super Junior be eternal."

I believe so too.

And so, a new chapter begins.

2010-06-28T19:07:00.003+08:00

Pffftz, well I'm sorry if I have to put at least one picture of awesome-ness in every post.

Okay, so today was the EPIC SCHOOL REOPENING.

Er, somethings I took note of in my trusty notebook.

- 3 months to EOY

- A lot of people cut short hair

- Without U KEPT ON playing in my head throughout the whole day

- Today was PE, took height and weight. AND I BLOODY SHRANK.

Okay, other than some stuffs, it was an alright day.

And today Repackaged also got released!

Hehehe.

I am immediately filled with an emotion that I cannot understand.

Like, listening to their songs cause a slight smile to form on my face (Esp, when Kangin sings)

But, in my heart it's really bitter sweet.

As I imagined Kangin in the studio recording with the other boys, I feel so happy for him

He must have missed doing that so much.

Him being a part of the whole production just makes it more special.

I guess that was his 'parting gift' to everyone.

So in another few days we'll be sending him off to the army.

I'm glad the members would be there to support him.

But I applaud his bravery and determination.

As the saying goes, "The faster you go, the faster you come back"

I'll hold on tight to that until he comes back.

Wipe that frown off your face, cause we'll meet you again with smiles.

LEGAΩY (DAY 2)

2010-06-23T18:12:00.004+08:00

As promised, this is Day 2 of the AWESOME EJ CAMP.

DAY TWO:

Woke up early at around 7.20ish I think.

Got dressed (actually not really, I just went down in the clothes I slept in haahha)

Went down for breakfast.

I can't really remember what I ate though I'm sure it was something delicious lol.

Okay, headed to the ballroom for service

There was a pre-service game first though.

They asked people to roll around TWO BIGASS HUGE BASKETBALLS around the room

And we had to like try not to get hit by them.

If you got hit, you have to dance on stage as forfeit -.-

Had an awesome Praise and Worship as usual

Then, it was time for service.

This time, it was Ps Daniel preaching!
YAYYYYYYYYZ.

SERMON BY PASTOR DANIEL:

Pastor titled this sermon

"GET ON BOARD THE GRACE EXPRESS"

Now, it means LITERALLY get on board yknow.

To illustrate this, Pastor asked a guy to keep running on the spot (Poor Nick)

Then, he told us that Nick was the student in class that trusts in his own ability

Therefore, he has to struggle and run to be the top.

HOWEVER

We, as Children of God simply just have to walk

We just Trust in God instead and we can surpass that student who struggles.

This tells us to..

Put our trust on God's favour, not our own labour

Next, Pastor piggy-backed a boy.

The boy was just on his back, he didn't have to do anything.

The one doing all the work was Pastor.

This image illustrated the meaning of GETTING ON BOARD THE GRACE EXPRESS.

As long as we are on the Grace Express, we can just relax and let God do all the work.

This does not mean that we don't study.

This means that God will show us what to study.

It means that we don't need to feel stressed when studying because we know God is helping us every single moment.

Know that YOU ARE NOT LIKE THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD.

Yes, you are a youth, but you are not just a youth.

You are much much more :)

Finally, a sentence that means a lot to me:

If I trust in myself, I can get whatever I want BUT if I trust in God, I can get whatever I want and EVERYTHING ELSE. Amen.

So that was the awesome sermon.

GOT REAL EXCITED AT THIS POINT.

Because we WERE GOING TO SUNWAY LAGOON! *screammmmmmmmm*

Went back up to the hotel to change into swimsuit with dark clothing outside.

I was totally wearing all dryfit from top to bottom.

Cause I was wearing CGS shorts with FBT shirt (DRYFIT MADNESS!)

Dumped some stuff into my bag (towel, sunblock etc)

Then headed back down to the ballroom.

Wore the wristbands to enter Sunway then headed to the Coach to drive there

It wasn't a long ride,

Long enough to eat 6 pieces of nuggets and a packet of small fries.

Yes, that was our MACS lunch! Yumness ttm.

Stomachs filled, we went inside.

First thing we saw was this huge roller coaster.

So obviously everyone was like

"OMG I WANNA GO THERE"

I was scared outta my wits.

But thinking that this was our only chance to do this as a whole DG, I went.

And I just kept thinking that God will never let me come to any harm so I do not have to be afraid.

We queued up for 45mins (long!) but it was worth it.

The roller coaster was SO FUN

At one point, we were like all flying in our seats.

Adrenaline rush!

We were all exclaiming about how awesome the roller coaster was even though a lot of us were practically scared till no end before.

After that, we headed to the water part of the theme park.

TIME TO GET WET YEAH.

First went inside the Lazy River

It was freezing!

Then stopped off at the Wave pool and basically hang out there until there were waves.

Cause I was so ahem short ahem, Yvette piggy backed me sometimes.

LMAO.

Things got more fun when the whole DG was there

We were all just having fun together splashing and talking.

So Sunway Lagoon was a great experience ttm.

I think it definitely bonded us a lot more~

Soaking wet, we went back to the hotel

Sorry poor bus! We gotcha wet :'(

Once we reached the hotel, rushed into the room.

Yvette and I had this AWESOME idea.

Since we had a lot of time to waste until dinner time, we decided to SWIM.

In our bathtub.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

So we wore our swimsuits and switched on the hot water.

Then, we put soap inside

So it's like bubble bath yknow.

Then we just sat there and chilled.

SUPER COOL I TELL YOU.

Got up from the bathtub eventually though and put on some dry clothes.

Then Dasrene came over and we watched Ripley's Believe It Or Not on the TV until it was dinner time.

Hungry ttm so ate a lot for dinner.

And what comes after dinner?

SERVICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

After P&W was sermon by Ps Benjamin

SERMON BY PASTOR BENJAMIN:

Okay, this sermon was about praying in Tongues.

He started off by saying:

Jesus is our LEGEND and we are His LEGACY!

We are the Ambassadors of Christ, it's our mission to pollute heaven.

Jesus is my older brother in heaven making mansions for me when I go there.

God is not like others, he is constantly pleased with me.

Why?

Because He sees Jesus in me.

Therefore, I have a force-shield around me called 'Glory and Honour'

You are on the same wave-length as Daddy God.

Ahh...

I like the next sentence:

Everytime people speak in Tongues, we are actually painting on the canvas of our future. Yes, everytime.

Speaking in Tongues allows me to begin to receive the inheritance God has given me.

When you speak in Tongues, you are actually building your...

- EMOTIONS

- BODY

- SOUL

- SPIRIT

Yes, just continue to fan the flames and all these things in your life will be edified!

Because, when you pray in Tongues, you are connecting all the dots.

Baptised in the Holy Spirit = Tongues of Fire

After this awesome sermon, Ps Benjamin ministered to us

YAYYYYY.

So I got ministered but I didn't fall.

However, I did feel the presence of God in the place so powerful.

I felt Him touching me and I felt heat in my body.

My legs were also shaking.

But when hands were laid on me, all that stopped.

And I felt a peace in my heart.

Yesh, that is what I like about ministering.

The presence of God is so strong that time because you can feel Him touching you all over.

His tender touch just brings tears to people's eyes.

Okaaay, after that we just broke up and went back to bed~

Was pretty tired that day cause of Sunway Lagoon!

But get ready for the next post about DAY 3!

DAY THREE WAS ABSOLUTELY AWESOME~

LEGAΩY

2010-06-22T15:24:00.007+08:00

Get ready for a long and anointed post.

DAY ONE:

So, I woke up at 6am and started getting dressed.

Level 2s were supposed to wear RED so yeah.

Although DARE was only supposed to meet at Stadium MRT at 8am,

my brother from ARROW was supposed to be there at 7am.

So I went there with him and slacked there until I saw some other DG mates.

Soon, we moved as a DG to the bus interchange.

After waiting there for a while, it was finally time to board the bus.

WE WERE SO HAPPY TO FIND OUT THAT WE WERE GETTING A PINK BUS HAHAHA

Anyway...

Rode the bus for around 20mins (?) and we reached the SG customs.

Unfortunately I was one of the few that didn't have a biometric passport yet so I had to pass through the manual way -.-

Board the pink bus again and drove across the long bridge connecting SG to Malaysia.

5 minutes later, we reached the Malaysian customs.

This time, we had to take all our luggages and belonging cause we won't be using the awesome pink bus anymore ):

Malaysian customs took a much longer time.

And when it reached my turn, I gave the immigration guy my passport and the guy kept staring at me.

When I got back my passport, I realised he wrote beside the chop:

"CHANGE PHOTO"

I was ROFL-ing ttm.

Cause my passport picture is still my innocent Primary1 picture.

Then when I started laughing, the immigration guy was laughing at me too 8D

LMAO.

So we got another bus (It wasn't pink)

But it had FOOT RESTS~

Hahahaha, and we could push back the seats.

Hehehehehehehehehe...

After a little while, we reached our first toilet stop.

I didn't get down, was busy snoozing.

But later we reached our lunch venue!~

It was held at this country club/resort place.

It was like totally at a wedding venue.

There was even a wedding cake at the stage -.-

Okay, the food was delish.

I absolutely loved the lemon sauce chicken with CHIPS.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA.

Anyway...

Sang birthday song for Denise there.

May she continue to shine as Daddy's beloved daughter.

It was a long 2 and a half hour ride the the hotel after that.

Mostly slept throughout the whole way.

Before I knew it, we finally reached

THE GRAND DORSETT SUBANG HOTEL

Five stars, don't play play.

I think we went to deposit our luggages outside the ballroom and we went inside to play our first game.

WORLD CUP.

Haha yeah, but I didn't participate cause there were too many people in the DG.

So after playing, it was finally time to go to our hotel rooms!!!!

Super excited ttm.

I was sharing a room with Yvette and our room number was 572.

If you ask me, I would say that 572 means:

Grace+Perfection TIMES 2

Amen.

Took a while to open the damn door cause we didn't know how the card key worked.

WHUT. We fail like that.

Yayz, got into our room.

IT WAS A QUEEN SIZED BED OHMIGAD.

AND WE GOT A BATH TUB 8D

Kay, so I went to bathe first in the OH-SO-AWESOME BATHTUB OF POWER.

(I am going slightly high at the mention of the bath sorraye)

Came out of the bathtub then Yvette bathed and went down for dinner.

Dinner was veh nice hehe.

Then....PRAISE AND WORSHIP.

YAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH`

The stage was beautifully decorated with the lighted up word...

LEGAΩY.

Ahem,

The A and the Ω meant Alpha and Omega = Daddy God

So ok, Praise and Worship started and I screamed lots till I lost my voice

And I remember thinking to myself

"It's only the first day and I lost my voice already? tsk."

SERMON BY PS BENJAMIN:

Basically, Pastor preached about SONSHIP.

He told us that there are no stages in a Christian life.

Like if you are older you are a higher level than those who are younger blah blah

NO.

There are no stages because Daddy always sees you as a matured son of God.

So we have to see the SUPPLY, not the DEMANDS.

Then, he talked about the story of the prodigal son.

Judging by that story, I learnt that...

- As long as I am His son, He will always lead me

- He has never once left me behind

- And like the father in the story, He is always trying to hug and kiss me

Pastor then shared some quotes.

"I am a 1000 times bigger on the inside than on the outside"

"I will have the final say because I am the Child of God!"

And lastly, to sum it up,

WE ALL HAVE A SPIRIT OF SONSHIP :D

After the sermon, we went back to our rooms to sleep

By the time we reached our rooms, it was already 11.30pm.

But Yvette, Dasrene and I were hungry so we made cup noodles to eat

BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

It was yummy.

And my chopstick packet came with THREE chopsticks inside.

Idek why but it's weird.

Okay, watched a little TV and eventually fell asleep at 12+++

THIS IS ONLY DAY ONE LOL. AND IT'S SO AWESOME ALREADY

I GUESS YOU KNOW HOW LIFE CHANGING THIS CAMP WAS.

Ohya, I have decided to dedicate one blog post for one day.

Cause if I put the whole camp in a single post, it will be super long.

By the time you read finish, my mixpod will probably replay it self already.

Hehe..

I took 2 days to write this -.-

Alright, next post will be about DAY 2

Expect great things~

I'm leaving on a jet plane;

2010-06-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

Well, actually I am leaving by coach but...

So tomorrow I am going to Stadium MRT to set off to KL,Malaysia for EJ CAMP!

I can smell the anointing already~

Although I will miss out a lot while I'm gone (5 days of Kpop news)

I know I will enjoy myself immensely there.

So anyways

My group for camp is BRAZIL.

I was lamenting why it couldn't be Korea(Some Level 3 group got it)

But at least Brazil is easy to remember

Unlike some groups who have Urgualy (or smth)

So we're wearing GREEN/YELLOW on the final night

Cause Brazil's green like that.

OK I CAN SENSE THAT I AM JUST TALKING CRAP NAO :B

Er well, adios~ ♥

I'll be back on the 19th evening.

Hopefully with a renewed heart and spirit.

You can stare at this until I update again on the 19/20 *winks

Dorks.

2010-06-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

This is priceless ttm.

SHOUTS OF RED;

2010-06-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

Well, I'm sorry if I don't support England or Germany or blah,

I want the red-ness.

I really admire South Korea's team (PARK JISUN FTW)

Like, they have so much support for their team!

With idols singing songs and people mass watching games together.

They're really blessed.

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I would stay up till 2.30am to watch the Germany/Aus match but I have tuition tmrw morning.

Hmmm, what to say..?

Okay, this is the first time I have touched my computer since Friday.

Which I think its a great achievement.

Went out yesterday after service to buy some clothes for EJ CAMP.

(WHICH IS IN 2 DAYS TIME OMG YAYZ)

Still haven't started packing yet.

Although I don't think I'll take long since I already know what I want to bring.

Well, my nose is so far the only part that is hurting the most.

Obviously red part BUT

I don't regret one bit

It was a fun outing~

I just imagine that some time in the future I would be walking along the beach

With] ~~Yesung~~ the person I love

With hands linked together,

our footsteps will match each other perfectly.

With the sound of the waves crashing in our ears,

and the soft sand underneath our bare feet.

It's the perfect moments for a kiss.

Ahhhh....

But for now,

I'll just continue dreaming about it

"We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun"

2010-06-11T23:10:00.004+08:00

Ouch.

Pain.

Sunburn.

Hot.

All over.

Lobster Kellie is here.

My Own

2010-06-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

I knew the turtle was going to come out one day.

Hehe, Yesung isn't complete without Ddangko-ma, Ddangko-maeng and Ddangko-ming

Che, AB Type-ness is getting to me.

He said "Hyung has bought a bigger house for you so you must grow healthily and peacefully"

ROFL.

That means he assumes his turtles are all boys.

But in his latest twitter update, he admitted that he didn't know their gender.

But I don't mind. That's what makes it so awesome.

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Went to JP today with Hannah, Gin, Joyce and Zhihan Ma'ams.

We went to the dreaded Stationary Island again.

Bought a big notebook and some super awesomely cute stickers.

Started writing inside already.

Mostly crap stuff with *ahemahemahem* lots of *ahemahemahem* fangirling hehehehe

And bought my Manito gift already 8D

I'd better remember to bring it this year LOL.

Outing to Sentosa tomorrow~

Can't wait to grow fat and bitch under the sun

Okay, off to write about all the ~~weird~~ awesome stuff Teuk did.

When the oceans rise and thunders roar...

2010-06-07T22:55:00.005+08:00

I will soar with you above the storms.

Wanted to share a quote that really means a lot to me.

Last Saturday Ps Daniel was the guest speaker.

He was preaching to us about talking in Tongues.

He said this

"If you don't know what to think when you are praying in Tongues, imagine this.
Imagine Jesus going back into your past. It can be last week, last month or even last year.
You see him undoing everything that you did wrong and starts to make them right"

Awesome. Just awesome.

AHEM AHEM AHEM,

EJ CAMP IN 7 DAYS OMG.

SHALALALALALALALALALALALALA~

Che, studying for tomorrow's First Aid Test.

I'll do my best on Big Anne.

One of the best lyrics ever.

2010-06-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

Within the whitely faded picture,
Atop the bookshelf of memory,
We were just faintly exchanging helloes
Comeback, but to the end I still couldn’t say it
And as the time flies by
The memory fades away
Many seasons passed
And as we meet face to face
I still couldn’t say it
The coldhearted man is crying
At our parting, even she’s crying
All that’s left are cuts
From the faded memory-window fragments
The pure blue sky
The rigid lips cry
As I shout how much I miss you
The string of fate tangled at lingering feelings
Remains tangled
Then it buries itself once again
The suffering heart couldn’t hold back any longer
And it’s chasing after your distant figure
The coldhearted man is crying
At our parting, even she’s crying
All that’s left are cuts
From the faded memory-window fragments
Oh Stay~ stay again (oh stay~ stay again)
The coldhearted man is crying
At our parting, even she’s crying
The time within tears cut apart
From the faded memory-window fragments
I’ll tie them together once again
To tie, to tie
You wouldn’t know, the tears of broken boy
The tired sighs circling around you, so you can’t stand it
I will send our tangled memories
That has been tightening around the throat venomously, to the saddened sky

OHMYCRAP.

2010-06-07T20:12:00.002+08:00

I am like literally sobbing out right nao.

*REWINDS*

Okay, so I just got home around 2 hours ago from the First Aid Course.

It's quite okay and for some reason, me and Hannah kept LOL-ing at the cut hands and amputated fingers.

It's pretty cool.

Did CPR with BIG ANNE this time.

We're doing it again tomorrow~

And during the course, Rachel smsed me first

"YESUNG HAS TWITTER OMG"

I was literally spazzing in my seat ttm.

And then a few hours later...

"SS3 IN SINGAPORE IS CONFIRMED"

Holy Crap.

Today is certainly a happy day.

And now I am watching FANCAMS from yesterday's showcase.

I am totally sitting (lying) here bawling my eyes out.

I'm so proud of SGELFs idek.

Like they were so supportive and all, even chanting to Bonamana

And singing for Ryeowook.

Ah......

And thinking of ME doing that in the near future just makes me wanna jump and and go into spasms.

I know I'll definitely go for SS3.

It's in my intuition.

Six Sense.

Whatever you call it.

And I have faith I will be able to go.

And see a wet Yesung.

Hehehehehehehehehehe....

I just read somewhere that it will be the last Super Show before Teuk and Chuls(?) go to the army.

I'm happy we get to spend it with them.

Smell the sweet air;

2010-06-06T20:21:00.003+08:00

Dorks.

Who are here.

Now.

In Singapore.

At Marina Sans.

Convention Centre.

Probably 4th Level.

Oh crap.

And I'm not there, for obvious reasons.

Drove past Marina Sans today

I felt so happy when I drove past it

It meant that I was just a few metres away from those boys

Nearer than I have EVER been anyway.

I still love the air.

Better savour it while it lasts.

*UPDATE

Okay, the whole showcase just ended

They said for a lot of the time the boys were just interacting with the VIP

AND THEY SANG SJH SONGS

Ahhh...

And.....................................

THERE MAY BE A SS3 IN SINGAPORE.

Holy crap.

THAT one I have to go

No matter what.

Happy Day

2010-06-04T21:28:00.009+08:00

This is a happy day for all Kpop fans.

I looked at twitter at around 5pm today, this is what was trending..

Damn, I am so proud of that man idek.

His performance made me shed tears.

I am really really really happy he had his chance to shine.

And the fan chants of "KIMJONGWOON"...

I could tell it really melted his heart.

I bet he was happy to perform with Moon Geun Young and Seo Woo on the screen behind him.

Hahahahahahaha,

Kpop content: MuBank, Sistar, #ItHasToBeYesung

Took this screenshot a little while later.

I think right after Super Junior performed BONAMANA.

The power of Kpop strikes again.

Kpop content: #ItHasToBeYesung, Bonamana, Yesung, Music Bank, MuBank

Took this after Suju took home the Triple Crown

There were a lot of people saying that they should win K-Chart 13 times.

One of each person.

Even Hyuk posted about it, saying that it's 10 more weeks to go!

Hahahahaha,

Kpop content: #Bonamana3rdwin, #ItHasToBeYesung, Bonamana, CNBLUE, Music Bank, MuBank, Yesung

After winning K-Chart, Hyuk posted a picture of him and a half-naked Hae on twitter.

Both of them were kissing the trophy.

This garnered the attention of many people.

Netizens commented "Make sure the trophy doesn't drop!"

Hahahaha, once again, EunHae has made it to the trending list!

Kpop content: #bonamana3rdwin, Bonamana, #ItHasToBeYesung, CNBLUE, EunHae, Music Bank

Just took this screenshot a couple of minutes ago.

It's Yoochun birthday today~

Happy Birthday, bruv.

Stay Happy~

And it was Double S's comeback today so that explains to number one!~

Kpop content: #loveyass501, #yoochunday, Bonamana, EunHae

Well, well, well.

This is truly the power of Kpop.

And in my opinion, today's episode of MuBank is one of the bests I have seen so far.

Holy crap with the Bonamana, KYU version.

Hahaha, they were so cute

I think Sungmin looked sad cause his ~~husband~~ friend, Kyu was not there.

Awwww, I know Kyu will get better and be on the stage soon.

AND YESUNG'S PERFORMANCE JFBASDFVDLFASG

It was hotness+niceness ttm.

Is it me, or does he look kinda embarrassed that fans were chanting his name?

Hahahaha, and LOL at the picture Teuk brought out.

Wook was touching Yesung's philthrum in the picture!

Hahahahaha, support from his fellow members!~

And his outfit and voice and whole aura was just perfect and lol hahahahahaha *spazzes*

So in all, it's all good.

My heart still flutters whenever I think about breathing their air this Sunday.

How Wonderfully Blessed

2010-06-03T23:52:00.003+08:00

Arriving in Singapore by SQ603 at approximately 2.15pm on the 6June2010

Staying in Singapore for less than 12 hours

No luggage with them

Dammit.

After half an hour of stalking pages on FB.

I have noted down a few points:

1. They will not be arriving via the normal way (but by the VIP) way so there is no point going to the airport

2. Kyu will not be there prior to his surgery (which I heard was a success!)

3. Singtel is giving out another 100 PAIRS of tickets at the roadshow at Vivo City from 4-6June due to the overwhelming responses

4. They say that overnight queuing is not allowed but I bet there are people queuing there already.

5. Selected fans will be get a chance to meet with the boy up close after the showcase (Surrounded by 9 hot guys. Damn)

6. A lot of "ELFs" are seeling away their tickets on FB now

7. There are many fake ELFs in Singapore

It's true.

And I am ashamed.

I see people on FB saying stuff like..

"Oh can I trade my card for Eunhyuk's one? I got SHINDONG'S :("

May I ask what is wrong with our Shindong? He's cute, funneh and lovable. And so sweet to propose to his girlfriend that way!

"If Kyu is not going to be at the showcase, I might as well sell away my tickets"

So you're there only to see Kyu? I pity the other boys. Can you truly call yourself an ELF if you are there only to see one person?

"What? Only KRY is going to perform at their concert in Japan on 1Aug? What about the rest of the members? :((("

Well, duh. It IS called the first K.R.Y. concert. If not it'll be called a Super Show, don't you think?

"SELLING A PAIR TICKETS FOR $700! Email me now, exclusive offer!"

Idk how many of these I have seen already. Like, hello? YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO SEE SUPER JUNIOR! Why do you choose to give up that chance? Ohyeah, for Money. I don't understand why you choose to do that. Obviously you had to go through a lot to get those tickets. Then now you just sell them. So all that you did was just for the money? Then I pity you. I'd rather your chance was given to a true ELF. Someone who truly appreciates and loves them for who they are. Not just causse of their looks, but their personalities too. Do you have any idea how many ELFs are there in Singapore? TRUE ELFs. One of them could just have the chance to meet them up close if you didn't sign up for the plan and buy the phone. Damn, I'm so angry nao.

So yes, I am disappointed.

It's Our Time

2010-06-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA RACHEL.

LOOK AT THIS LOL XD

PS. ELFS RULES TWITTA.

Eun Jo

2010-06-02T19:21:00.002+08:00

Well, well, well.

I am doing my FLASH now.

I have done a exceeding large amount of work.......

Single

Button.

Hmph.

But Mr V's videos are awesome.

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Okay~

Something stupid just happened.

Last night I was happily watching Cinderella's Sister on YT.

Stopped at Ep 1 Part 4b/5

So I went to sleep cause it was late (and I was having a migraine)

THIS MORNING

I woke up and had tuition blah blah blah

*fast forwards*

I went to my bookmarks bar and clicked the saved link

AND THEY TELL ME IT'S BEING COPYRIGHTED BY KBS AMERICA WTH.

Why do they only decide to copy right it when i JUST STARTED watching the damn drama.

I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO SEE TAEC APPEAR YET

Pffftz.

Today is the 4th ANNIVERSARY for Ever Lasting Friends, otherwise known as ELF.

How far we've gone.

Although I wasn't an ELF from the start, I still feel proud to be one.

Though how hard I try....

2010-05-30T20:28:00.003+08:00

I don't think I will ever be able to give up Super Junior.

Thinking about my results, I may not concentrate so much on my computer BUT

I will never ever give them up.

Even when I grow old

Even when they grow old.

I believe that I won't be able to forget them.

Even if I get Dementia or some Alzheimer thing.

They'll be safely locked up in my brain somewhere.

I don't know why I have this sudden urge to post about this.

Maybe cause they are coming here, idk (I actually don't really want them to come...)

If this is going to bore you, go click another link ya.

I still remember the first time I got to know them.

It was very brief and I can hardly believe I still remember this.

It was when our LSCEP lesson with Ms Bri was going to end.

She let us play a couple of songs on her TPC to blast.

I remember Gloria or some other person requesting "Sorry Sorry"

That time, I was totally against Kpop so I found the song rather disgusting

And totally not nice at all cause I felt it was all banging and shouting and monotonous.

A few months later,

Jingying talked to me on msn.

She said the guy on her display picture was cute.

She told me to guess who it was and that the guy was from SJ

I immediately went on google and searched for a picture with their names.

I found this picture:

Yeah, so I was comparing that picture of KIBUM to that picture up there.

And then Jingying told me it was Kibum so I was like ok cool.

But my eyes kept going towards Yesung.

Yeap, I thought the rest looked ugly.

(Urgh, sorry, choose the wrong picture to compare anyway)

So that was how Yesung came to be as my bias.

After getting more information from Gloria, Priscilla, Elyse and Rachel...

I was ready to start my journey of being an ELF.

And I guess the rest is history.

I never expected myself to be a fangirl.

I mean, I was reading my diary the other day and I was so crazy over Death Note and The Click Five.

Who would have thought?

But the Hallyu wave is strong here now.

Although my first contact with Kpop for me was when I was in Primary 6.

My friends and I were playing cards using the DBSK Poker Card Deck.

And they told me it was a BANK.

I stupidly believed them (DBS, DBSK?)

Was rather critical towards Jaejoong I remember.

I thought he was a girl.

ANYWAYS.

I remember Gloria telling me

"Yeah, I guess it's always Super Junior in the end"

Yeah, I guess it's true.

No matter how many new groups that have debuted recently (ZE:A, F.Cuz, CNBLUE)

Or how many old groups that debuted before them (H.O.T, SES, BoA, DBSK)

It's always them in the end.

If I was at Dream Concert, I would choose to sit at the Sapphire Blue Section.

Though I do follow up with other groups (SS501, U-KISS, 2PM, MBLAQ, SHINee, BigBang)

If you asked me which was my favourite group, I would definitely say Super Junior.

If you asked me who was my favourite guy, I would definitely say Yesung.

And I have confidence that I will continue to support them in the future.

Even though supporting them is difficult.

If members going off.

But I have never once regretted my decision to become an ELF.

Neither have I regretted the day(15October2009) where I went to google to search for their pictures.

Yes, being a fangirl brings you tears and heartache sometimes.

But most of the times, it brings you joy and happiness.

Even though I don't think I can ever touch them or meet them face to face,

I guess I am still contented watching from afar.

As a silent supporter.

After all, they do say "Saranghae" to all their fans.

I assume that I am bundled up with that collective noun.

It feels great to be loved.

But it feels even greater to love them.

Keeping the Moon

2010-05-29T18:30:00.004+08:00

"I don't believe in failure. Because simply by saying you've failed, you've admitted you attempted. And anyone who attempts is not a failure. Those who truly fail in my eyes are the ones who never try at all. The ones who sit on the couch and whine and moan and wait for the world to change for them"

I swear, Sarah Dessen is the more awesome author ever.

Crazy 4 You

2010-05-25T20:30:00.002+08:00

Rachel showed me this yesterday:

I find it hilariously funny.

BUT OH YAY, DESTINATION~~

Somehow I find Crazy 4 You the nicest song yknow.

Hmmm.

Excited to see the boys.

Frankly speaking, I don't mind Teuk enlisting in the army next year.

I mean, it'll be good that all of them could enlist at the same time but obviously that would not happen.

So when Teuk's gone, Kangin's back.

At least they can be KangTeuk in army.

Hahahahhahahaha.

*imagines*

Awwwwwwwwwww.

And one day, all of them would have to go anyway

I'd rather them go now then later.

As the saying goes,

"The earlier they go, the earlier they come back"

We'll be waiting~

2 more years.

2010-05-24T22:04:00.001+08:00

Laughing Tears.

I love that feeling.

Winter 2007

2010-05-23T15:16:00.002+08:00

How I miss the old days...

This was when all of them were together.

Yes, SME really has the best artists of all time.

Probably no one can watch this without crying.

Well, at least that's what I think.

To think of all those that left SME and watch the touching MV.

Even though there wasn't f(x) or SHINee at this time, these artists in this video were the most awesome ones that I have ever known

Probably cause it was DBSK and Super Junior that brought me into Kpop.

So I'll never forget them.

And Yesung's voice is !@#$% awesome ya.

Evaluation

2010-05-22T17:32:00.002+08:00

Thanks for all the encouragement guys,

I'll do better.

So anyway, to cheer myself up, I shall post videos of today's Music Core performances.

Cause I love every single on of them.

AND NOT TO FORGET, DREAM CONCERT TONIGHT OMG.

Super Junior - BONAMANA

I really really loved Yesung in this performance

He looked the hottest. (Or maybe just cause he's my bias)

But his clothes here looked awesome.

I totally loving the leather jacket.

I'm kinda disappointed that Donghae didn't do the rose trick though.

Sapphire Blue Video.

2PM - Without U

To be honest, this was one of the more weaker performance from them.

Maybe cause Junsu is not there but..

Nichkhun really looks ill in there.

Gone was the fire from their eyes

It's like they are trying their best just to stay in the Kpop scene.

I bet they're all worn out

Especially with Khun worrying about the Thailand situation.

Love the neon green stripes though

Black Video.

F(x) - NU ABO

This was a good performance

Amber looks totally hot here and Luna's vocals are getting better.

However, I still don't understand what the heck is Sulli wearing.

The more I look at it, the more I think she is wearing two basketball jerseys sewn together.

But I love Victoria's outfit.

And Krystal is still lifting her shirt well.

Purple Video.

MBLAQ - Y

Ooooh~

I think I am starting to love Chundong more and more

His part is my most favourite part in the song.

And the diamonds under his eye omg *_*

I like the way G.O's fingers has an epileptic fit during his part.

But I would like the see them wear the power rangers outfit though

I think it'll be kinda cool lol.

Joon strips~

Silver Video.

Wonder Girls - 2 Different Tears

I find Hye Lim awesomely hot here.

Her bangs are cool lol

And Yoobin's rap is hot.

It's too bad that they will only be promoting in Korea for 2 weeks though.

I find it nice that Yenny's outfit is so different from the rest.

Their outfits are nice here too.

Although I personally preferred the ones yesterday on MuBank

"But the love you gave me was so so good~"

I'm worried though, Sunye looks like she lost a lot of weight.

She's practically a stick now

Purple Video.

Ok, I am currently reading another Fan Fic.

Er and Sungmin is a Casanova who gets woman by using his cute charms in there

LMAO.

All I wanted was to make her smile.

2010-05-20T19:33:00.002+08:00

Cause life sucks sometimes.

And we just have to deal with it until it becomes better.

I have to say, today was the most emotional day of the year.

One after another, the results came in and soon I just felt like it was a dream.

I will recap the unfortunate events of the day.

As the morning assembly drew to a close, my stomach began to hurt with worry.

The first subject is chinese, what if I couldn't get at least 65%

I don't want to not be eligible to take HCL next year!

When Lao Shi walked in, dread sank in the bottom of my stomach.

As she told us our Paper 1 was better than our Paper 2, a little hope entered into my heart.

Maybe I could do well for my Paper 1!

I had pretty high hopes for Paper 1 as when I was writing it, I felt at total ease.

However, I got back my paper. 47/90.

I was disappointed at the number of wrong words I made.

How could I be so careless?

Then, a horrible thought struck me.

If my Paper 1 is like that, how would my Paper 2 be like?!

I was proper scared at that moment.

I didn't have long to wait though.

It arrived to me on a silver platter

49/110.

Imagine my shock when I had realised I failed chinese.

How did this happen?

Didn't I revise 3half hours straight for it the day before?

Didn't I always pay attention in tuition and when teacher is going through corrections?

Didn't I memorise all the Idioms and Phrases?

Didn't I read through the handbook thoroughly?

I thought that if I studied and my results were like this, what happened if I didn't study?

So anyway, I only used maximum 2 pieces of tissue then.

Next. Literature.

To be honest, I was really really confident about my Literature marks

I felt that I really analysed it well proper.

I thought that it would be the period that would cheer me up.

Well, I scored 62/100. A B4.

Which was bad cause last year I remembered I got an A2.

And I remember Ms L writing on my paper that I had to potential to score well in Literature

And that I only had to write a few more quotes.

Pfftz, that period made me angry too.

So I vented my anger on an unfortunate piece of foolscap paper.

Recess.

The more horrible recess I had in my entire life.

The bad news came from G2.

"Ms Loo was leaving Crescent."

"When?"

"End of next week."

No....

My first reaction: Oh no, I will fail Math this year.

Because Ms Loo is really the most AWESOME Math teacher ever.

Seriously.

Without her, I'm sure I would not be able to cope with Math this year

So I got really emotional

And started banging my way up to class again

And screaming and shouting at everything

And after the anger subsided, it turned to tears.

At the fact that our beloved Ms Loo would NEVER be teaching us again.

At the fact that Math 1 and Math 2 would be thrown away.

And replaced with probably foolscap papers.

At the fact that she will never get to see T.O.P's face.

I used up lots of tissues at that point.

History.

Man, I was totally numb at that point.

Paper was given back.

I got a 30/60

A C6.

I guess I wasn't really shocked or anything

I mean, I knew that my History was not going to be that great

But the thing is that

I really studied a lot for history. Even when I was cutting my hair, I was studying history yknow?

Why does all my effort end up in naught?

Damn, this sucks.

English.

Sigh

What can I say?

Was I too over-confident?

Just because I thought that my English was good so I could easily ace the test?

Bull.

I never expected myself to get so low for Comprehension

During all those practices I had easily gotten a 16

Why now a 11?

When did I start to deprove?

How did I let her beat me in the subject I was most confident of?

Crap.

Science.

Once I saw Ms S and Ms S walk in, tears started coming up

Once Ms S announced that there were 4 failures, the tears dropped

When Ms S gave me my paper, I told her

"I'm sorry."

I didn't even look at the paper yet.

But when I saw it, the tears ran down so hard.

I didn't dare to meet their gazes cause I feared seeing the disappointed look in their eyes.

I didn't know that it would be so bad

44/100.

Hmph.

And the thing is, I REALLY REALLY did study for science this time

I made notes in class and listened attentively in lessons.

I studied Science first during the weekend and felt confident that I would definitely do well.

I guess it came as the biggest blow to me cause when everyone started asking me my results, I just exploded.

I used almost a quarter packet of a 100 tissues.

Math.

Wow, what can I say

I was just hoping that I would not let Ms Loo down

I wanted to show her that she DID help me in Math

And wanted to improve

I got back my paper.

58/100

When I saw those marks,

I started laughing and I experienced something wonderful

Tears of joy were streaming down my face

I didn't fail, I didn't fail!

Oh how wonderfully grateful I felt right then

People looked at me weird when I told them in glee that I got 58.

But do you know for a person who fails every single math test, to get a C5.

It was just wonderful.

It was wonderful not to fail

It felt wonderful when I saw the red ticks in the paper

It felt wonderful to cry tears of joy.

By then, I had 3 pieces of tissue left.

Of course, I lent quite a lot of class mates some tissues too

So they contributed to it

I was right to bring the tissue box today.

As I rode home after CCA, I switched on my iPod.

Coagulation was playing.

When I heard Yesung sing, I started crying all over again

I felt that I had become not worthy to be a fangirl.

Like now

allkpop is on the tab next to this, but whenever I go to that page, I will feel nauseous.

You may think I am loony but I felt that I had let down Yesung.

So today was a day of tears

A day of sorrow

A day of disappointment

A day of anger

A day of exhaustion

A day of pain

A day of frowns

A day of sadness

But that is today.

There is always tomorrow because tomorrow is the day that always never comes.

And tomorrow will be a day of happiness

A day of new beginnings

A day smiles

A day of laughter

A day of joy

A day of excitement

Because I know we will do better.

Stuff always gets better.

That's what a little bird once told me.

If I could achieve that.

2010-05-18T22:07:00.003+08:00

Idk why but Khun and Jokwon have been recently spamming pictures of themselves on twitter.

Hahaha, I am so happy Jay got twitter

I entered my entry for his fanclub name "contest"

I gave him 'JANCE'

And the people who are his fans will be the 'JANCES'

Jay+Dance=JANCE

Yeah, I know it's lame but still.

I wanted to send in another one which would be the korean version.

It would be 젖꼭지 세상

But then I thought that would remind him too much of Wild Bunny.

So Jay, I hope you read my entry.

And smile at it's lameness.

There are so many things to be worrying about now

Not only D-Day which is like less then 2 days away.

But also for Wooyoung, Junsu and Khun

Who have been rather unwell recently.

And HJL.

I hope that he gets more than 2 weeks of rest.

How can 2 weeks heal a broken RIB for goodness sakes.

We can wait for the comeback, it's ok.

So HyunJoong Leader,

당신이 나아 희망! 관심과 신의 축복이 있기를 받아~^^

Type B

2010-05-17T17:43:00.002+08:00

Cause your smile lights up my day

First day of post exam activities over.

Did nothing much

Just a talk by Mr WH which was super entertaining

Then another talk by Mr K which is cute and funny.

Then break.

Then the making of friendship bands.

Then the witnessing of our school getting put into the Singapore Book of Records. (Hmpph, try to beat us if you can)

Then another long break

Then a science briefing.

Ended school at around 12.30ish?

But tomorrow shall be a VERY interesting day

Yknow what I mean nyehehehhe.

Looking forward to it!

But after that we have the Innovation Programme after school

Have to stay back quite late.

Today I bought another card

Which I think it's rather perv.

It's Teuk at a Super Show Concert getting sprayed by a water gun.

Half naked.

Thank God for making abs.

So anyway, today some stuff happened that made me rather sad.

Cause it made me realise how smart you are affects you in the world.

However I shall not succumb to my fate so easily.

I know that if I try hard enough, that seemingly impossible dream will become a reality.

Byebye, I shall go off and continue my latest Super Junior daydream.

And it only involves 10 members.

Let's recap.

2010-05-14T16:37:00.003+08:00

I have been re-watching loads of shows since yesterday.

Hmm, found this so I might as well jog my memory

1. DBSK - Yunho

2. Big Bang - TOP

3. Super Junior - Yesung

4. SHINee - Onew

5. 2PM - Khun

6. 2AM - Jokwon

7. BEAST - Gikwang

8. F.T.Island - Seunghyun

9. F.Cuz - Yejun or Leeu I guess

10. ZE:A - Jun Hyung

11. Epik High - Mithra

12. MBLAQ - Mir

13. U-kiss - Dongho

14. SS501 - YoungSaeng

15. C.N.Blue - YongHwa

16. Girls Generation - Yuri

17. Kara - Goo Hara

18. 2NE1 - CL

19. 4minute - HyunA

20. F(X) - Luna

21. Wonder Girls - Yoobin

22. After School - Raina

23. Brown Eyed Girls - Jea

24. Rainbow - dk

25. T-ara - Jiyeon

26. Jewelry - SIY

27. Seeya - Boram

28. Davichi - Both

29. Secret - Hyo Sung

One Fine Spring Day

2010-05-14T00:30:00.002+08:00

Yes, that is our Siwon.

Finally, I can blog again.

I feel so free having not to rush home everyday to start mugging for the subject the next day.

I don't even wanna think about the whole thing until next Thursday.

I watched SK today.

And I find that after BONAMANA MV, I am finding Kyu, Sungmin and Siwon hotter and hotter.

And Yesung's voice in COAGULATION is so sexy.

It gives me goosebumps!

Pre-ordering the album.

Should I get TYPE A or B?

Or maybe BOTH?

Nyehehehheheheheh.

Support 4jib!

Ohoh, reminiscing the old days where Hyuk's hair was flaming hot and red.

And when Kyu still looked so innocent and cute

But I totally don't mind his current short and sexy hair.

Still loving this song~

Ok, this is a fangirling post.

I shall shut up.

Pictures of today's Science Center Trip on FB.

BOUNCE TO ME BOUNCE TO ME~

MIINAH.

2010-05-07T20:57:00.003+08:00

Inspired by Rachel, I decided to read my archives the other day.

And I found some interesting ones:

I am watching EHB now hahahaha.

Heechul's Tell Me dance is awesome. - October28 '09

Oh hahahhahahahaaha, EPIC CRAP.

So today I switched on the TV again and watched these shows on Arirang

About like Showbiz stuff.

And they like went to the scene on You're Beautiful and interviewed some people

Like Hongki and UEE and the other guy with black, curly hair.

Oh well, I don't watch so I can't comment or anything - November25 '09

HAHA, I think that guy may just very well have been Jang Geun Suk. LMAO.

AND I SAW THE MAKING OF SUPER GIRL MV

AHHHHHH, HANKYUNGGIE LOOKED HOT.

And Jessica was in the MV ohmigosh.

She said that 'Only HK can be such a good actor' or something.

Ugh - November25 '09

Ahh, the days where my bias was Geng.

And the Jessica thing still hasn't changed though. *snigger*

Just finished watching Pops in Seoul in arirang.

MBLAQ was being interviewed.

At first when I saw them I thought:

"Awww, why couldn't they have brought in SS501 or SUJU (although they all won't fit inside the studio"

But then the interview started and my impression on them gradually changed

And now they're my latest interest~

Mir is awesome cute.

And so is Lee Joon.

I only have less than a month with them though.

Since my fangirling is officially going to end on 4JAN.

Sigh - December7 '09

Omg, this is damn funny hahah.

1, I am still fangirling

2, I was once a fan of Joon

3, SUJU can probably fit inside the studio now

Ok, sad part comes last.

I touched down and went home and ate dinner and switched on tablet.

And I saw the news about Hankyung.

Whyyyy ohmigosh.

I come home to sadness.

It's like DBSK all over again.

I can't stand another one of my fav idol groups going through the same "SM is unfair" process.

Which always ends up in a lawsuit. - December22 '09

Gosh, I remember my shock then.

And it DID end up in a lawsuit. Sad memories.

Oh, and Sungminnie?

Happy Birthday!

Wishing you a blessed birthday and hope that you will be well.

Don't stop 13elieving and the ELFs are always behind you always! ^^

Stay cute and just wait for Bummie, Hannie and Kangin to come back.

They will. - December31 '09

What bull. Hmph.

Happy Birthday dear Hannie!

...............................................

And just 13elieve.

May Won, Chuls, Han and Bummie be reunited again. - February9 '10

Again, what bull.

Hmph.

Jay, Khun, Junsu - My official 2PM biases - February28 ' 10

They still are.

So today was a rather blah day.

Got back math results.

I'm sorry but I didn't prove you wrong. I'll do better under Ms L's guidance :D

Idk what's wrong with me

I minus-ed 10 marks due to careless mistakes.

I trusted in Him and applied annointing oil

Iwas confident and had a great attitude in the test.

However, I still attain the same results when I don't rest in His work.

Whyyyyyyyyy ._.

But I'll continue to work hard

And get that A1 I deserve.

Hmm okay.

OHYA, I ALMOST FORGOT.

Happy Birthday My Ol' Enemy!

I hope you get more wrinkles.

Stop being so irresistible that all my (Y)Boys fall head over heels for you

Continue singing Taeyeon~ - March9 '10

Ohmigosh, yes I said that I will work hard

But I don't really see myself doing that yet :(

HOWEVER, I shall still get A1.

Don't laugh.

Hahhaha, Taeyeon Chinese Woman.

You are still making (Y) Boys like you!

Hmhhph.

And Happy Birthday Sulli!

You awesome woman

So jealous by the video your fans made for ya.

May you get prettier and prettier ~ - March29 ' 10

HAHAHAHA, back then I was still unpolluted by gloria to dislike her.

May you get lesser and lesser shots.

Okay, that's mean.

Ohkay I am lazy to post more.

NEXT WEEK IS THE MYEs GUYS.

LET'S DO OUR BEST TOGETHER OKAY?

GET INTO GOOD SEC3 CLASS AND WE'LL CELEBRATE AFTER IT.

LOVE YA.

And don't stress out too much, do the necessary revision and trust that all will be well in the exam.

ELF.

2010-05-03T22:51:00.001+08:00

In my next life, I wont love all of you. Because in my next life, I wont be an ELF anymore.
In my next life, there wont be ELF, there wont be Super Junior.
In the next life, I only wish you were yourselves.

No more Super Juniors Leeteuk, only the privately quiet and delicate, Park Jung Soo;
No more Super Juniors Heechul, only the loud but surprising, Kim Hee Chul;
No more Super Juniors Sungmin, only the one who can be cute to make his parents happy, Lee Sung Min;
No more Super Juniors Donghae, only the one who works so hard for his fathers dream, Lee Dong Hae;
No more Super Juniors Hankyung, only the gentle and thoughtful one who makes delicious fried rice, Hangeng;
No more Super Juniors Yesung, only the one who has an artistic voice, Kim Jong Woon;
No more Super Juniors Eunhyuk, only the one who shows all his gums as he smiles widely, Lee Hyuk Jae;
No more Super Juniors Kibum, only the one who plays his PSP so much that he forgets to eat, Kim Ki Bum;
No more Super Juniors Ryeowook, only the cute and shy one who has a heavenly voice, Kim Ryeo Wook;
No more Super Juniors Kangin, only a glib-tongued one who likes drinking, Kim Young Woon;
No more Super Juniors Siwon, only the one who has a princely air about him yet likes skinship, Choi Si Won;
No more Super Juniors Shindong, only the one who doesnt look very eye-catching but is full of talent, Shin Dong Hee;
No more Super Juniors Kyuhyun, only the one who can show a bright and evil smile, Cho Kyu Hyun.
Not Super Junior a group, one life of Super Junior is enough.
Let all the love and charm be used up in this life, not leaving anymore for next time.
All those unnecessary times and things will pass..
Be the individuals you all used to be.

There wont be Super Junior, no more massive amount of fans surrounding you, no more bodyguards protecting you, no more unnecessary discussions or rumours,
You can be free to do what you want, to love who you want to love,
You dont have to cover up just to go for a walk in the park,
You can walk hand in hand with your girlfriends, eating cake together, watching movies together..
You can watch concerts with your family, but then it will be someone else on stage, not Super Junior anymore

When that time comes, you wont have to stay up at nights, you wont have just 2 or 3 hours of sleep due to packed schedules,
All of you can eat well, sleep well..
When that time comes, you wont have backaches from long hours rehearsing dances, wont leave bruises and injuries on your young bodies..
You wont have to say things like Once the camera is on, I have to change from Park Jung Soo to Leeteuk, Super Juniors Leader, and I have to show only the best to everyone.
When that time comes, even if youve injured yourself, you will be made to rest, and you wont have to grit your teeth through performances just for the fans.
When that time comes, you wont be the Super Junior that has thousands of people cheering for you..

But as for now, you are Super Junior that belongs to ELF. This is something that cannot be changed..
All ELF can do for you is: love you, love you very much, love you very very much, do our best in loving you.
Because in the next life there wont be Super Junior, we will use all the love we have in this life to love you.
In this life, I will love you with all I can. In this life, let ELF love you with all we can.
In the next life, please live a life that belongs to you..
In the next life, I wont love all of you, really.
Because in the next life, my world wont consist of Super Junior, Super Junior wont exist anymore.

However, if in my next life, Super Junior still exists,
I will still choose to become an ELF

Credits: Super Juniors Baidu Bar
Translations: Euodsie@sj-world.net
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100TH Post

2010-05-03T20:23:00.002+08:00

From a card my brother received...

God is like Coke...He's the real thing

God is like General Electric...He lights up your path

God is like Bayer Aspirin...He works wonders

God is like Hallmark Cards...He cares enough to send the very best

God is like Tide...He gets the stains out that others leave behind

God is like VO5 hairspray...He holds through all kinds of weather

God is like Dial Soap...Aren't you glad you know Him? Don't you wish everyone did?

God is like Sears...He has everything

God is like Alka Seltzer...Try Him, you'll like Him

God is like Scotch Tape...You can't see Him, but you know He's there

Love it.

Anyway, 7 months and I have finally reached my 100th post.

Epic Slowness?

Gas Masks and Swine Flu

2010-05-01T22:53:00.006+08:00

The pictures speak for themselves.

Anyway, SS501 Comeback Album Jacket photos were released today

And I'm so sorry but my first reaction was to laugh out loud.

It took me approx. 15 minutes to decipher who was who in those gas masks.

Underwater?

And YS looked like he had SF.

Although I must say it is certain one of the most unique concepts I have seen so far

Really looking forward to it.

It's a 501 day!~

The pin dropped.

2010-04-29T20:45:00.002+08:00

Heys,

Please visit http://anti-racialdiscrimination.blogspot.com/ thanks.

Leave a tag if you can and the website is still under-going construction so it may not be perfect yet.

Nothing much to say regarding the past few days.

Tomorrow is Hannah's Birthday!

So I shall be a good old woman and post an early birthday message

Hello Hannah:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

It's our last year in the same class so I hope you will cherish our time together

Continue to enjoy and love guides and be my nice old bitching friend

Hope you enjoy your day tomorrow and don't get angry at certain people alright?

Love,

Kellie

PS. I'll even help you scratch your mosquito bites after Traffic Duty for you *snigger*

2010-04-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

sighs, this is way too mean

im gonna log out of kellie's account alr

HAHA

cos i want to blog properly in my blog.

it has been dead for some time now :D

2010-04-26T20:40:00.002+08:00

i just remembered something really funny

xinyuan still has access to my blogger account

sighs, but she doesnt feel like logging out

so from now on, she'll be helping me to blog too :D

mauahaa

coffee prince~

My wish for you is that your life goes all that you want it to.

2010-04-25T21:53:00.002+08:00

Your dreams stay big and your worries stay small,

You never have to carry more than you can hold.

Well, yesterday was Guides farewell.

The day where those Ma'ams stepped down.

Those awesome, wonderful, encouraging, lovable, kind Ma'ams stepped down

Those countless dance practices we had all boiled down to that day

The day that we could show our Ma'ams that we are still one big united Sec2 Guides that would not let them down.

It lasted a little over 3minutes.

Although we crapped a little over the "random dance move" part (My pelvic trust turned out to be a disaster)

But overall I was really happy with the performance

So proud of everyone *sniffs*

The Sec1s performance was truly saddening. Close to tears when I heard them sing.

But the flood came when the whole Company sang "My Wish" together.

As we were dressed in our costumes, neon tights and all.

Our voices resounded in the room, our eyes on the Ma'ams that guided us throughout the 365 years

; the lyrics that held so much meaning were personified using song to them

I hope they understood our well-wishes.

THANKYOU, all the Sec4 Ma'ams for creating memories with me

THANKYOU for guiding this mischievous company of Guides

THANKYOU for your constant nagging which in the end, turned out for our good

Bascially,

THANKYOU for everything :)

I know our paths will cross again.

It's Skin

2010-04-22T21:27:00.003+08:00

Normally, I don't do emo posts but it just comes all out yknow.

As Gloria said, in a week, there is always one day which is the crappiest.

This is my day.

Everything just came at once.

Not just the leg thing, the MYEs, the work and the stress.

Yeah, you may think I am a slacker but apparently you don't see I am trying to make an effort right?

Seeing all the past year MYE papers, it made me realise how close we are to it.

How much it affects our marks and it determines whether we get.

Then here comes Math strolling in.

The black sheep.

Do you know whenever we get a piece of math homework, how scared I feel.

How stressed I feel when I sit at my study table and begin doing it.

I don't know whether I am able to do it or not

I don't know what will happen tomorrow when I show blanks cause I simply cannot get the answer

And I have English, Chinese test tomorrow

Throw in math homework tonight and the feeling of dread that I am getting back Lit test marks tomorrow and you've got yourself one crazy girl.

Came home late today so I guess it's going to be one hectic night.

And here enters the leg thing.

A have a rectangular patch of bruising about 3x1 cm on my calf.

No, I am not blaming you Mao.

It's just that the bruise makes my life more inconvenient.

That I have to be very careful when I sit down or stand up.

And I know how leaders feel like now

When you have to control somebody but that person just refuses to listen.

But you cannot lose your cool at them cause it will make them lose their trust in you

So all you can do is just to quietly simmer there.

One more thing,

I feel very disappointed when I see xxxx neglect me in the whole thing

Yes, I know xxxx is the person in charge of the thing but do you know I have trained very hard too?

Do you know it hurts me that you still do not regard me as a capable participant in the whole thing?

To make sure I do not drag xxxx down, I have practiced so hard and thought my efforts would pay off.

But in the end, I am still regarded as one of them.

I always thought that if I tried my best, others would notice but apparently it does not apply to xxxx.

Sugar, Spice.

Throw in the fact that today was our last Guides Session with the Sec4 Ma'ams and you have got a Kellie crying on the toilet seat.

Saturday is going to be a sad day. But I really hope they see that I do cherish them and I do not want to let them down.

I guess this was the first thing that made me smile today.

Space 마자

2010-04-19T21:46:00.002+08:00

Blog title is one of my favourited songs in the new 2PM album.

And ohmigad, Khun's rap is damn sexy.

I never knew he had it in him.

Hahahah, so proud.

-wipe tears-

Of course Without U is my Number 1 song at this point of time.

It's stuck on repeat on my playlist.

I think I am addicted to it

"Everything happens for a reason, Everything happens for a reason"

-Cue Khun's rap-

I remember when LLT came out,

I put it on repeat on my playlist until it reached like 60 play count in 2 days.

Damn, I'm so proud of those 6 boys.

And to those antis who are dissing Jay cause he told us to go listen to Without U,

get a life.

What is wrong with him saying that?

It shows that Jay still has them in his heart.

Shouldn't you feel touched?

Damn, you totally can see JYP in the dance moves.

Miscommunication sucks.

2010-04-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

Wow. What a long day.

Let's start from the top.

Woke up at a disgusting hour of 6AM on a SATURDAY

Reached school at 7 for Speech Day.

Some stuff happened that I do not wish to remember

But I left school at 1.30PM

Reached church at approx. 2.15 and P&W already started.

I already heard Sean singing at the foyer

"whoo whoo, whoo whoo!"

So then service started and Ps Benjamin said something awesome

You do not get healed by seeing the dripping blood in Twilight,

You get healed by seeing His blood on the cross.

He is not Twilight,

He is the Light of the World

OHMIGAAAD, SO AWESOME IKR.

Left to eat dinner as a level at Millennial Walk

Sang birthday song for the April babes and ate cake *yum*

After that, I took a train to Orchard to meet my Mum.

She didn't reach yet so I wandered around Uniqlo.

Then Zhihan + Tania ambushed me and I was like omg.

They told me to run inside to see the other Sec3Guides at the cashier

So scared Joyce, Qiao En and LiYun from behind.

And being Joyce, she was like

"Ohmyeff, why are you stalking me huh?!"

Hoohohohohohohohoho.

Mum finally arrived and we bought lotsa stuff for farewell and necessities.

- Turquoise leggings from Uniqlo

- Skinnies from Uniqlo

- Black sandals/slippers from C&K

- Retro black and white skirt from Cotton On

- Black skirt from Cotton On

- Grey vest from Cotton On

- 'Step On it Cupid' Little Black Dress

- Sex, Lies and Online Chatting' Little Black Dress

- A mango smoothie

Ahh, I feel accomplished.

So now I am home.

On Allkpop.

Seeing that.

UKISS IS COMING TO SINGAPORE OHEMGEE.

And Dongho has changed his hair back to black.

But he looks cuter that way.

Without U

2010-04-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

"Gonna be okay~"

Damn, Khun. With that type of tease, how do you expect me to wait 22April?

I'm definitely learning the instrumental cause it sounds so awesome already.

Oh, and is that blood running down their faces?

"So let's do a duet together"

2010-04-13T21:17:00.002+08:00

90th Post.

So today was the Home Ec Practical test.

Although my dough was quite fail but after baking it turned out alright I guess

Seeing that Gin stuffed the whole tart in her mouth.

After school, went to meet up with Gin, Rachel, Elyse, Isabel and Candice to practice our dance.

It turned out so awesome

I'm so proud~

Need to go shopping this weekend to get neon leggings.

Omg, won't it be awesome if I can find the holey ones?

Hahahahahahahahahaha.

Having my latest daydream about BB.

Stopped daydreaming to post this so right now, TOP is still singing HaruHaru with me.

LMAO.

Great, now I don't even know who is filing a lawsuit against who now.

Damn, I just wish this whole thing will end soon and the DBSK boys can be free.

Although it's sad to see them going solo but

I guess it's for the best anyway if they are not satisfied with the status quo.

Dates to look forward to:

22 April - 2PM Comeback

24 April - Guides Farewell ):

1 May - SS501 Comeback

May don't know when - SHINee Comeback, Suju4jib, BEG Comeback

Although with MYEs just looming 28 days later, Idk what to think now.

I feel accomplished cause I have finished learning my 30 phrases for Chinese test.

2010-04-11T19:37:00.002+08:00

I think dear old Mir will be freaked out by my eyes.

Haha, to his house?

Nyeheheheheheheh.

What I 'kinda' enjoyed it?!

Obviously I thoroughly did.

EVEN MORE YAYNESS

2010-04-11T19:32:00.004+08:00

KHUN FTW.

Er, but I don't want Jay to be my rival.

MORE YAYNESS.

2010-04-11T19:32:00.002+08:00

HAHA GIKWANG YAYZ.

Hohoho, I like this one

2010-04-11T19:27:00.001+08:00

Hhoho, I am satisfied for this
YAY MIR

CRAP.

2010-04-11T19:16:00.003+08:00

OMG NOO.

WHY IS TOP MY ENEMY HUH.

AND I DON'T WANT DAESUNG LA.

I WANT TOP.

I hate this quiz.

Grah.

Natural Smokey

2010-04-10T14:16:00.003+08:00

Ah shucks, and suddenly I am a VIP.

After watching Idol World (Yeah, it happens to everyone)

I have officially added BB to my list.

Actually I liked Jiyoung

Then Tracy liked him

So then I liked Taeyang

Then I saw Lies MV

And I liked Seungri

But I started watching Idol World

And I found Daesung cute

After watching a little more

I liked TOP

But after a while

I liked Taeyang again

And finally,

I have decided for TOP.

Ahhh that Natural Smokey Eyes.

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Today I'm gonna visit my Dad.

But I guess I'm used to it now.

It's been 8 years after all.

Day By Day

2010-04-08T21:44:00.003+08:00

Call me a mountain tortoise

But I have just finished watching Haru Haru MV for the first time.

And oh damn I cried.

I just hate deaths.

Hate them.

The sorrow felt.

The thing that cannot be replaced.

Don't you wish that death didn't exist?

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Happy birthday Mykie!

And Happy Belated Birthday to Gauri!

And Happy Early Birthday to Evelyn!

You babes take care of yourselves kay.

Ohyes, Happy Birthday to Kim Jjong.

Hahahha

Continue to be a shorty old man

Glasses are the new awesome

2010-04-06T21:27:00.003+08:00

Oh My Gosh

This is damn awesome.

It's totally awesome.

Sit back and spaz while you watch.

AHHHHH.

OK,

I have 2.4 NAPFA tomorrow.

How great.

And I am still coughing.

I'm gonna grow abs at this rate.

Damn, I hope I don't vomit again.

Anchovy + Horse

2010-04-04T00:23:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS.

Hope ya'll prosper in your individual careers.

And yes, those are JM's feet.

That trophy is ours;

2010-04-01T22:03:00.006+08:00

I'm gonna post about everything that happened todayy.

So it was Sports Carnival today~

Reached Toa Payoh Stadium at around 7AMish.

Walked into Gate 1 and saw that quite an amount of people reached already.

And PXY was there already too.

Walked over to the PANKHURST side and put my bag down.

Apparently Nayirah, Clarabelle, Beatrice and the other Sec 3&4s House Comm Members were there already.

Started off by putting my RED hairband with the RED 'P' on my head.

Then, the face paint was revealed and we all went crazy.

Haha, with the RED 'P's on our faces, we soon went to draw hearts and (yesung) on our arms too.

More people had arrived already.

So we gave out the cheer sheets and the RED 'P's to people.

After that was sang the National Anthem and Pledge.

And the Torch Lighting began

It started off with Fry, Keller, Curie, PANKHURST and Bronte.

Then they lit of the thingy.

And the races began.

Good Ol' Andrea Mae helped PANKHURST to win a few races.

And those awesome PANKHURST people who participated too were awesome.

And the whole PANKHURST is awesome

We cheered and we cheered until we lost our voices.

But it was worth it.

PANKHURST won first place in the CHEER COMPETITION.

We were all so happy we started jumping up and down, using the remaining of our voices to screammmmmm.

Yes, I bet everyone has a sore throat now.

Although we didn't get first for the whole Sports Carnival, remember this.

It's all about the Passion.

This doesn't determine the House Champion of the Year.

We all tried our best so yeah, let's continue to rock alright?

After the Sports Carnival, PXY, Mao, Michelle, Priscilla & Gloria went to TP HDB Hub to have lunch.

Then, we walked around and took the train, finding ourselves at City Hall.

Walked to Suntec City.

To our disappointment, Remember Me wasn't showing there (I was later informed by ChunYee that RM was only showing at Shaw Cinemas)

So we decided to watch

HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON.

But the timing was too late.

So then we walked all the way to Marina Square to see the 2.10 show.

Shared and bought a Nachos Combo set with PXY.

Then went in the cinema.

Gosh, it was such a nice show.

Made me teary-eyed at a lot of parts.

Toothless is !@#$^**&@%$* cute.

He reminds me of youknowwho.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.

Awwww, he looks like a cat la.

Kay, after the movie, we went to KIDDY PALACE.

Why?

Cause of this.

Hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha MARINA SQUARE. KIDDY PALACE. NERF DARTS.

Gosh, I love that place.

Went around kissing all the Nerf Darts.

(I told you I would do that)

Spazzed there fore a while more

Then Mao, PXY and I headed home.

Ahhh, what a fruitful day.

Luscious Lips

2010-03-30T20:55:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Gi Kwang~~~~

Yayz, I remember I first got to know you in BadGirl promos

You were the one that stood out the most

Heh, I (L) your eyes honey.

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It seems that I am posting birthday posts more often nao.

I have a runny nose and a sore throat.

Crap, I am so looking forward to Sports Carnival.

Esp the Crescent Novelty Race

*sniggers*

It'll be damn awesome.

And then after that we can go watch Remember Me (wink)

I am going crazy because of (you) Yesung's voice in Cinderella Sister's OST.

Kamilia & Sulli

2010-03-29T21:54:00.002+08:00

Happy 3rd Anniversary darlings!

2010 is your year, and may more awesome years come

GooHara FTW.

And Happy Birthday Sulli!

You awesome woman

So jealous by the video your fans made for ya.

May you get prettier and prettier~

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Oh gosh, I did take out my ear sticks.

This time, it freaking hurt even more and some white pus came out.

I am serious this time, I am NOT taking them out until year end.

It was so painful that I was crying okay.

Fine, I think I am scaring some people nao.

House Working Camp is cancelled D:

I need to go to Toa Payoh Stadium myself on Thursday.

Okay, back to my bed of pain.

Pop

2010-03-28T21:18:00.001+08:00

Remind me NEVER EVER EVER to take out my earring again.

Ever,

Never,

Ok, fine maybe next year.

So many keys, but only one lock.

2010-03-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

Skin.

Burning.

In.

Pain.

The reason for my absolutely skin burning state now is Gin's Toyo (?) Toyo

The muscle cream.

Since I ran 2.4km yesterday, I came home with aching thighs.

So today after PBL I mentioned that I had muscle aches to dear Gin.

And she took out her Toyo thing and started spreading the whole bottle over my thighs.

Ohmigad, it was nice at first

But now it's just like I'm having a fever,

And bees are stinging my skin.

So I'm currently reading a book of Sarah Dessen (awesome author)

It's called Lock and Key.

It's friggin nice.

Today Guides was... well how do I put this.

Gave me a wake up call I guess.

So many tests today. (History, english speech)

And I don't get the math graph thing.

WHAT.

Why do you think I am blogging instead of mathing.

I am racking my brains now on how to do the questions

Tomorrow there is 作文

And it's Friday which means we are released at 2.

Damn,

the stress flow is coming.

Ohwell, I guess the only thing I can look forward to tomorrow is the end of the day

Where I can go home and regain all my lost sleep due to traffic duty in the morning.

Did I mention that I wore the lime green vest inside-out today?

Happy Birthday Nisa~

Grey Eyes

2010-03-22T21:14:00.003+08:00

You'll always be my Yunho Jackson.

Home Econs test tomorrow.

I hope History does not repeat itself.

Thrill Love

2010-03-18T16:42:00.002+08:00

I have a ulcer on my lower lips which is swelling up.

I think I ate too much ice cream.

Gah.

I had a weird dream last night.

I was involved in a competition held at WWW.

I was sitting on the floor with the rest of the competitors my age.

We were watching this guy dancing Again&Again.

Then, he stopped and turned to us

"Do you think you guys can do this?"

Then I was like damn confident being the fangirl I am.

Then, the competition started.

They told us to dance A&A with our eyes CLOSED.

I think it's so that we can't copy each other or something. *What?!*

Then, the music started and I began dancing.

Then I heard the judges saying that I was good or something.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ok, then I woke up.

I must be missing Jay too much.

Oh, speaking about A&A...

Why is it that I feel the chorus of Run Devil Run choreography looks like a female version of A&A slow running move?

Damn.

Oh, I am in love with this song now :D Esp, the chorus. It's supa cute

Finally, news.

2010-03-16T16:19:00.003+08:00

Whoohoo,

I'm making it a point to post more often now since it's the hollies.

I can finally watch SGB and Invincible Youth after a long time cause it's the holidays.

I just hope that the episode of SGB today is one with awesome people there.

Ohyes, finally after a while, Jay makes an appearance again.

And he never fails to show his abs.

He's awesome inside regardless.

Shock of the New Era

2010-03-15T22:17:00.005+08:00

Ahh, remember this little guy?

His name is Peanut.

Our clique's pet.

But we let it go.

Along the roadside near the bus stop at RedHill MRT.

Who knows?

Maybe it's still living in this world.

Shirt ripping days

2010-03-15T18:27:00.000+08:00

I just have to share this.

Monochrome

2010-03-14T23:29:00.003+08:00

Okay, I have finally changed my skin after weeks of procrastination.

I spent the whole of last night choosing the perfect one

And narrowed them down to around 5?

Then I tried out one that Xinyuan said was nice

But it failed terribly.

And here you have it, the classic black and white skin :D

I have noticed that the Kpop fandom has finally impacted SG.

First was the Seoul'ed Out thing.

Where B.E.G., T-Max and FTI came

Then SHINee and FTI came the earlier part of the year

Then B.E.G. came again

Followed by WG which was their second time here

Then SHINee again who are still here and leaving tomorrow.

And it was just announced that Jang Geun Suk is coming on the 23April.

Hallelujah~

But SJ, I am still waiting for you TT_TT

However, I am a little selfish you see.

I want to see SJ, the 13 people SJ.

Not 9, not 10.

Grah.

I bought my first SNSD relating thing today.

I guess I am softening up to them.

Ahh, I think it's time for a little reminiscence. (Ohmigad, I spelled that word correctly.)

So I was a hardcore SNSD anti

Due to this video I saw of YoungSaeng saying that he absolutely adores Taeyeon.

However, I started watching Invincible Youth.

Where Yuri and Sunny were inside.

And I have a bias for all Kpop groups you see.

So I decided that Yuri shall be my bias as she is really the awesomest.

Sunny was also great so I liked her as well.

Then, I took a liking to Seohyun due to this article I saw on her.

I forgot what it was so Seohyun ended up being on my list too.

And around that time, Gloria started liking Sunny due to her performance (?)

But after hearing about Gloria rant about Sunny,

and also cause I thought she was really acting cute in Oh!

With the excessive winking and all,

I started disliking Sunny.

Then, I watched Chocolate Love MV.

I noticed that Hyoyeon was really pretty in there.

And also cause she wasn't really well-liked.

Idk why, maybe cause she doesn't stand out as much?

But I started liking Hyoyeon.

Now, one of my most unfavorite SNSD member from the start was Jessica.

But, when I saw SHINee's Hello Baby (idk what episode was it)

I realised the Jessica was pretty cute.

And I didn't hate her as much.

THEN,

I read this article on Sooyoung.

On this Kpop fan website

And it showed me how cool she is.

So she was added on the list too.

And now, there is Taeyeon, YoonA, Tiffany and Sunny.

I still can't take a liking to them.

Taeyeon, for obvious reasons.

And the rest...

I shan't say cause there may be some fan ready to bash me up if I type a single hate word about them.

But I guess they're alright.

I love their songs ttm.

Okay, I shall stop here.

I think I will reminisce more on my blog next time.

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO..

You're really brave, you know that?

2010-03-13T23:49:00.002+08:00

Ok, I know this is a shitty picture of Taec but the focus is on the book, or rather, manga he is reading.

BLEACH.

Mohohohohoohohohhoohohohohohohoho.

Then, later in the show (WildBunny), he was reading One Piece.

Holy Schmoly.

Okay, today I stayed at home the whole day.

Cause I didn't go for 313 TT_TT

And then my brother goes and smses me halfway through the concert

Saying that Seannie-boy was singing Nobody.

OHMIMAMA.

I wish someone had recorded that.

Imagine:

Seannie-boy and Kpop

*Imagines him dancing to Oh!*

WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Oh oh oh, today SHINee came back to our Little Red Dot!

For the SG Entertainment Awards thingy.

I think they said they will broadcast it on Starhub Cable TV on a later date.

Then tomorrow, they are doing their album showcase at IMM.

Limit?

3000.

Three Bobohead Thousand.

I know that it's a big improvement from the Lot1 thing which was 1000,

BUT

SG has far more fans than that.

My estimate would be around 5000ish?

Er... what else can I say now.

SJ's going to Malaysia on the 20th?

Car distance away~

Okay, I shall leave you with a video of awesome-ness

Note that Khun's legs are damn long there.

That Summer

2010-03-09T21:28:00.003+08:00

Credits: Ms XinYi

"We are Super Junior OEHYO"

67 Post

I think it's time to change blog skin.

But I'm too lazy to. Mohohoohhohohohohoh.

So today was a rather blah day.

Got back Math results.

I'm sorry but I didn't prove you wrong. I'll do better under Ms L's guidance :D

Btw, she said that we were the best class in the level.

HAHAHAH, Yknow if that is true

I think I just pulled the whole class down.

Luckily not enough to even up the first and second places.

Idk what's wrong with me

I minus-ed 10 marks due to careless mistakes.

I trusted in Him and applied annointing oil

I was confident and had a great attitude in the test.

However, I still attain the same results as when I don't rest in His work.

Whyyyyyyyyy ._.

But I'll continue to work hard

And get that A1 that I deserve.

OOoooo, this is turning out to be an emo post.

Hmhhph.

Hmm, okay.

OHYA, I ALMOST FORGOT.

Happy Birthday My Ol' Enemy!

I hope you get more wrinkles.

Stop being so irresistible that all my (Y)Boys fall head over heels for you

Continue singing Taeyeon~

I LOVE OVERSEAS SERVICE TRIPS 2010 KIAS.

Pineapples

2010-03-08T21:10:00.003+08:00

Back~

Booooo, damn tired today cause it was all the mugger subjects and I slept late last night

Plus Guides in the afternoon.

I have a whole list of Proficiency Badges I am planning to do already.

No, Stalker is not one of them.

So anyways, I bought another dress on Saturday.

And I am sad to say that the top doesn't fill.

I was super happy on Saturday cause after DARE,

I was like walking around in Suntec with my Mum

Then I suddenly saw Seannie-boy walking! With his hair all wet and messy

Then he looked into my eyes and gave a little smirk.

Screammmmmmmmmmm.

I tell you, my heart REALLY skipped a beat.

Hahahahha

Bintan was awesome.

I'll give up Kpop to live my life like that one week spent there.

Yes, it is serious baby.

Go look at FB for pictures

But I'll post my favourite one here.

FINALLY, a jump shot that was perfect when it was taken the first time

Credits: Nisa :D

Jay, Khun, Junsu - My official 2PM biases

2010-02-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

I LOL-ed so much at this.

But I won't see him do that anymore. On TV at least.

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As a part of my mourning process, I splurged on some 2PM photos yesterday at CC

I bought

- 1 Onew picture

- 1 Yesung picture (Finally one glam one)

- 1 2PM picture

- 1 2PM picture (w/o Taec. SORRY. But I only realised Taec wasn't there until I reached home. HAHAHAHAHAH)

The other 2PM picture had everyone inside D:

And Jay looked damn happy ^^

I still agree to my hypothesis that Jay did that with another mem's sister.

I could be wrong, but it's highly plausible after seeing what Chansung said at the Press Conference.

Can't wait for SHINee's arrival at SG again I guess.

Btw, I'm going to be at Bintan from 1-5MARCH.

So I'll be kinda uncontactable

I'm bringing my HP along though.

Currently in the process of packing my luggage.

I'm still wondering whether I should bring my Eeyore..

SO EXCITED~~~~~

And I can't wait to come back and watch HelloBB Ep6 too

Cause they featured SG.

And they way Key said "Sshinaporle" is super funnaye.

THEY WENT TO KIDDY PALACE AT MARINA SQUARE AND TOUCHED THE BOXES OF NERF DARTS THERE.

I'm going there next time and go around kissing all the Nerf Darts boxes.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHH.

The shop people probably will think I'm nuts.

Okay, I gtg :)

Don't miss me too much!

Pink Old Man

2010-02-26T21:59:00.003+08:00

Hello, this is JYP Entertainment.

Last September, 2PM’s member Park Jaebeom announced his withdrawal from the group and returned to Seattle after a message he wrote on the internet during his trainee days caused backlash. We will now reveal what course of action will be taken.

Although the message that became an issue last September upset many people, it was written during Jaebeom’s tough trainee days on his personal page. At the time, the company agreed with Jaebeom when he asked to take some time for self-reflection. We did not think that this meant that he would stop all activities in the entertainment industry or that he would leave 2PM.

The company had the option of forcing Park Jaebeom to stay and continue promoting with a 7 member 2PM. However, although netizens exaggerated Jaebeom’s words through mistranslations, his words still had the potential to hurt many people. Because of this, we did not want to endorse Jaebeom and force him to continue promotions because it might have damaged his image permanently in the public eye, and so we agreed with his decision to return to the States.

When a celebrity makes a mistake and does not apologize for his / her mistake or if the company endorses that celebrity, the public view of that celebrity becomes more negative and it was in the company’s thoughts that letting Jaebeom withdraw from the group for self-discipline would be good.

Thankfully, after Park Jaebeom left the country, an outpour of support gave him another chance.

After Jaebeom’s leave, we did not release any additional information because we did not want the public to be influenced by malicious sources. Since Park Jaebeom’s return to Seattle, the company has searched for vocal, dance, and acrobatics teachers, and the company producer JYP went personally to Seattle to talk to these teachers and formulate a program.

All recent CF’s, performances, promotions and contracts that have involved 2PM have been made with the mindset that the group would eventually have all 7 members present after Park Jaebeom’s return and so we waited for his comeback.

In November, 2009, the company proposed that Park Jaebeom make his comeback through an album that would have been released this year in April, and Park Jaebeom had agreed to these plans. The plans called for Jaebeom’s return to Korea on the third week of February and a press conference would have been held before promotions as a 7 member 2PM began.

Because of the support he received from the public after his withdrawal from 2PM, Park Jaebeom’s return would have improved 2PM’s efforts and most importantly we would have been able to receive the complete support of the fans once again. The company and the group had high hopes.

However, if the news of Jaebeom’s comeback were revealed too quickly, we felt that the public would once again be negative. Although the fans criticized the lack of information from us, we did not reveal any plans for the comeback.

On December 22nd, 2009, Jaebeom confessed to Jung Wook, a representative, that he had done something wrong during the Again and Again promotions. Apparently, it was far more serious than his MySpace controversy.

The six other members were not notified then as they were busy with year-end activities. On January 3rd, 2010, we all sat down for a discussion and came to an agreement 3 days later that it was no longer possible for Park Jaebeom to continue activities along with 2PM.

We thus decided to terminate our exclusive contract with Jaebeom.

Although we wanted to release this information as soon as possible, Park Jaebeom’s personal situation prevented us from revealing this information until now and we hope you understand.

We would like to emphasize that all the information above is true in its entirety.

We are revealing these details through this message now because if we had lied and gave false information, we would have lost any trust that we held with the fans.

To 2PM and all the people who waited for Park Jaebeom’s return, we apologize deeply and are sorry to have to reveal this sad news to everyone.

The company and the remaining 6 members will prepare even harder and greet you with a better image.

Thank you.

WHAT.IS.THIS.

The cherry on top was that I was stalking Jay videos just the day before this was released.

I just got to know Jay through stalking and I was almost considering kicking away Khun for him.

Then the next day I see this.

I am still watching WildBunny and seeing how Jay was back then with his group

How bad he was at driving and how he talks like he doesn't care but in his heart, he cares.

How he keeps saying the words 'nipples' and 'boobs' cause he likes it.

How he is such a great MC in a good/bad way

How he was the leader and he was shorter than all the rest

How he teases WooYoung and acts so dorky when they are taking photos

This Jay is not coming back

We won't see Jay on TV anymore. He shall be like any ordinary person like us

But the impact that he left on our hearts before he left lingers on.

Park Jaebeom: 2PM's leader. Forever.

There's nothing you could say. there's nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth.

So keep holding on, cause you know We'll Make It True, We'll Make It True. - Keep Holding On (Avril Lavigne)

Lupin

2010-02-23T22:03:00.003+08:00

Can someone say awesome?

Heys, I'm neglecting art. Cause art is phail this year.

And idc about shoes. Personally, I prefer slippers.

I feel so happy today.

Cause when I switched on the TV at 5 today for StarGoldenBell,

I saw:

SJ- Kyu, Sungmin, Donghae, YESUNG

SHINee- Jonghyun, Key, ONEW

BEG- Narsha, Miryo

SECRET- Seonhwa

So happy to see my honeys gathered together.

Grahs, SJ's going to Malaysia on the 20. We'll be so close then.

I would be able to breathe their air.

Oh, I just realised I have a mosquito bite on my scalp.

6 more days to Bintan Trip!

So excited ohmigoshyayzwhoo

Bringing camera~

This is my latest obsession.